I feel like a failure!
I’m two weeks pp from a C-section. My poor baby is tongue tied so he can’t latch properly. I feel like it’s my fault. I can even hold him right to breastfeed him. It’s always an awkward position for me. Milk took 3 or 4 days to come in.
Anyway, I gave up on that and switched only to pumping. Everything was going great until two days ago. Suddenly my supply just took a massive dip. I was making 120mls per pump (he’s eating 80ml right now) now I’m only making 40-ish per pump (15mins every 2hrs)I’m supplementing with formula right now. I feel horrible and just useless. Is this normal?
I’ve only got him to feed ONCE from the nipples and that was because I went to a lactation specialist and she held him for me. My husband is being very supportive but I can’t help but feel awful and cry. I feel like I’m letting my baby down and can’t give him the best or what he needs. I’m also not doing skin to skin right now because all of a sudden I have this weird rash under my boob that started when I was a few days ago. Appeared when I first started pumping. And I’m afraid my baby’s gonna get it somehow.
Thanks for any advice.