u/tuxedo_cat23

I don’t trust anyone anymore. I just assume now I’m overpaying for everything and I can’t do a fucking thing about it. Someone is getting rich or just trying to get by taking advantage of one another. We’re just so powerless to fight even the smallest of wrongs. The people we put in charge to help prevent and fight against injustices are also just as corrupt. There is no justice in this world. Even when we think there is justice, someone is probably making bank on someone else’s misfortune. The consequences for society’s wrongs aren’t even consistent in the punishment fitting the crime.

I probably got screwed with buying a house. I overpaid for things for the house. The plumber is probably ripping me off. No one feels trustworthy. So I just pay what I have to. The store apps I used are getting rich off my data. I’m paying taxes in buying things with money that was already taxed, that someone else paid taxes on in hiring my services. Our labor is being exploited. So we buy things to numb the pain. But the things break and my kid cries. And he wants new toys, but I can’t buy new toys because the plumber is being hounded by his boss to make a sale, and the plumber is probably just trying to provide for his family, but won’t tell me the truth about how I don’t need to pay this much.

It’s a dog eat dog world I guess. Get mine and fuck everyone else.

Most concepts have been around returned for a while and don’t have a respectable view. I’d love to signal that I enjoy vibin’ without the cheesy look.

I’ve tried to suggest an outside referral but they don’t want additional changes right now. My patience is wearing thin because of a lot of small things. I’m worried about sharing any feelings and offending them.

I grew up in a small town in the 90s and 00s. If something went over the fence we either hopped the chain-link or went around to the gate. No issues. I just moved into a house for the first time since moving to Columbus 9 years ago. My son’s frisbee went over the fence twice today and had a conversation with family about it. Is it okay to hop over, as long as no signs are posted and there isn’t a dog, to just not bother anyone and quickly get the toy?

I’m high right now and I think I’m having an epiphany about empathy and whether or not I have really experienced it. I understand other people’s experiences. And I feel like I can “imagine being in another person’s shoes, … but maybe not? Maybe I haven’t truly and seriously pondered the sadness and pain of someone else’s experience. And maybe that’s why I haven’t been seen as empathetic even though I successfully emote and I care. And so, I feel like a victim for things that maybe I’m not actually. I could be wrong about how someone else interpreted an event because I failed to empathize. So if I see myself as a victim in a scenario I haven’t really understood someone else’s perspective. Is this realization supposed to occur all the time?

Saying you don’t give a fuck comes with a negative connotation. As does saying you just don’t care. I would sound like an asshole who doesn’t care how their actions affect other people. But I want to communicate that I don’t care about the little things in life that really don’t matter and stress people out. I care about the needs of others. I care about important issues. I don’t care about speeding into work. I don’t care about celebrities. I don’t care about whether my lawn looks like my neighbor’s.
So what’s a better saying that “I don’t give a fuck” that puts in a peaceful and joyful manner?

I was handcuffed by police in a traffic stop and I fell straight forward on my chin on the pavement. I had a bad laceration and needed stitches. I declined going to the hospital right away I went to urgent care 5 hours later. I didn’t tell the doctors the real story of what happened other than that I fell and hit my chin on the pavement, so they wouldn’t have known how hard I hit, so they didn’t advise getting an X-ray at the time. 5 days later it is still very sensitive and hurts quite a bit. I figure if it is fractured there probably isn’t anything that can be done so I let it heal on its own. But if I don’t get it looked at, what’s the worst outcome?