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reflecting on a lesson learned: sparring with a wrestler in a kung-fu class

Hi all, long time lurker - just posting to share a Kung Fu experience that happened decades ago...reflecting on it really helped me in different ways.

this happened back when i was first learning kung fu, and had been studying for about a year. I had an amazing time up to this point, just getting my body blasted by a brutal warmup routine, hearing sifu's old war stories, etc.

the specific kung fu style has never been mntioned here, that I know of, and it's a very small community. So I don't want to seem like I'm calling it out - no names unfortunately.

But to most TMA practitioners I would say it resembles american kenpo (ed parker style maybe), mixed with some northern shaolin styling and techniques. A lot of focus on pragmatic force with some graceful stuff added at different points. Oh and walk on your hands across the room, etc.

The cringe experience

So, my roommate's close friend knew I did this Kung Fu stuff. He was basically triggered by it.

Looking back, I think he wanted to show me up because I was actually lifting weights and working out when he was out in the front room sitting on the couch. And I know for a fact that this causes some major internal discord, to be the couch guy. lol

He asked if he could come along to kung fu one night (asked my roommate, who went to the school with me)...then walked in like he owned the whole room. he had been a HS wrestler, and had a kind of awkward dual personality: cool at first, then suddenly all business.

He went through the warm-ups half-heartedly, mocking some of them even though he couldn't do them at all. Reminded me of watching somebody grab a flute and pretend to be a flowery-cutesy flute player, only for some awkward notes to come out - yeah at least learn to play the flute if you're going to do that.

I smiled, just to be a friend.

When we started the sparring portion of the class, Sifu assigned him to me. Pretty sure he thought, "they live together and want to get it all out," that old thing.

sparring started normal - light contact punches and kicks, nothing crazy, but he was clearly untrained and sloppy. He punched like he had only watched punches in action movies. His kicks were playground kicks.

And then - like a switch flipped, he got tired of the sparring style and went straight to a double leg takedown, followed by an impromptu wresting match.

(my roommate who was there said "he just got upset that he didn't know what he was doing at first, and switched into wrestler mode" which sounds about right)

i already knew how the wrestling part would end, because we weren’t trained in ground work. Hell, even my wrestling unit in high school PE was a total joke.

So, it wasn’t a "skill issue" so much as an eye-roll, like really??

what got me was sifu. he didn’t say anything as this all unfolded. he just smiled, like a wise man watching the lesson play out.

afterward, sifu dropped the advice like it was obvious: "you could have turned out when he did that last part!"

that's it! OK time to move on, everybody.

and that’s where the big questions about this started to hit me...

i didn’t get scolded for failing, but I was critiqued without any context - i got hit with a sentence that sounded simple, but sifu never taught us what “turn out” actually was. not the concept, not the progression, not the structure.

and a bigger lesson, i think, was behind the scenes.

sifu seemed to get excited by, and empower, the chaos of the moment. This was an early lesson about personality - your personality is powered by your philosophy, and you can watch & learn somebody's philosophy even if they don't know it themselves. A big part of his philosophy was: protect the pro-chaos “life comes at you fast” philosophy at all costs.

And "structure" is for pussies.

I believe to this day that Sifu didn't think sparring was worth much vs. gladitorial combat, when it came down to it. thus the low attention to preserving the sparring structure.

Even though sifu never fully expanded the times when he said things like, "you guys need to learn to take on anybody," he absolutely had to say it. He desperately wanted us to be gladiators, but couldn't be bothered to integrate anything like that into our actual training.

So, "structure is for pussies" actually also meant: "I am really bad at structuring the training."

It was also related to the fact that he would enter his white belts (equivalent) against black belts, in local MA tournaments - bluster without structure.

I should have paid attention when he lost students because of that.

This turned out to be a big point of learning for me.

That philosophy was running wild in his mind, but the real training structure, supporting his combat ideals, wasnt there at all.

Overall - what did i learn?

  1. Sparring should have some basic, clear rules that are enforced, even if having "rules for fighting" seems like an embarrassing concept to the sifu. This would allow Sparring to be used FOR its strengths.

What looked like "1-0, Wrestler," was more like "3-0, Kung Fu," by sparring rules.

And saying "light contact" is meaningless to someone who only knows wrestling. The "light contact" part actually triggered the wrestler & his ego a lot, when it turned out he sucked at it.

The wrestler could have been humble and learned some things - working on his flexibility, punching better, kicking better - protecting his head omg. These are the pragmatic strengths of sparring.

He could have actually learned some truly useful things we were learning at the school, and he could have integrated that with his wrestling, but instead he went home thinking Kung Fu Sucks.

So, Sifu lost points here too IMO, the moment that wrestler walked out the door.

It was frustrating because this could have been a win for me, the wrestler, and the Sifu in different ways, but in the end nobody won. The wrestler clearly felt dumb for getting triggered, and he looked dumb af during the warmups and stand-ups.

  1. I learned the school was shaky on rules and order, and this is crucial to give some attention to, if you are running the school sure, but also if you're a student!

As a paying student, i went to kung fu because I liked kung fu. I had specifically decided against training myself into an MMA-style fighter-grappler, because the internal meaning and resonance of the traditional Chinese arts was stronger for me after living in asia for a while. If you meet someone you love who does traditional Kung Fu, taking up that art yourself later becomes a reliable form of sending long-distance respect & an expression of cherished memories.

Sifu actually betrayed my trust in that moment of surprise, but to this day I think he would still stand up for his barely-backed-up philosophy, that I was "trained" to fight anybody. (Actual meaning: "Encouraged to fight anybody")

  1. Speaking of practical, real world self-defense: IF the school structure falls through, my first line of practical self-defense is to assert myself to MY preference clearly and directly.

Even though my roommate told me later, "you were humble in the first place, you didn't get humbled," I knew something had to change if I wanted to keep going to classes where stuff like this could happen.

I practiced this skill in judo, years later: I thought back to this wrestling thing, and started outright refusing any technique practice or randori with the angry “brown belt in jujutsu” new guy who was too harsh and sloppy with beginners to judo.

Everybody else just accepted that i wouldn’t roll with him - done.

And not only that, they told me they supported it 100% and were worried about his temper, since he was the principal at a local school.

I wish i had that "nope, not doing this with you" instinct earlier, because in my kung fu days, i thought my Sifu would naturally see that you don't just let a hockey player into a tennis match and start teaching your tennis students "see, he got you there - when he pulled out that puck and scored a fast goal".

  1. Internalizing the art still matters far, far more to me than getting stuck in “self-defense mode.”

Even on reflection - I just never found the “you never know” mentality something that reflects real life except in the corner cases. Preparing for all these contingency scenarios by integrating every art isn’t that useful to me, and has never been.

What helps me now is anchoring in the values and principles i actually care about, not rehearsing fear-based scenarios like they’re the whole point.

Instead of just fantasizing my way around life, I developed a personal system of internalization, to my preference and structure, and it is one of the most useful tools I have, every single day.

  1. I didn’t stop learning, but i kept it honest and pragmatic.

I spent more time thinking about my instructors, and less time thinking the feedback was 100% about me.

I also studied some takedown defense later. I even dabbled in wrestling after that. but just enough to satisfy curiosity, because i was legitimately interested in how wrestling works - what are the rules, how are points scored, and so on.

if the interest and values aren’t there, it’s still probably not worth the effort - but when I had some interest, I looked into it.

and honestly, i still think about sparring with that wrestler, from a sparring angle...i had 3-4 of the best openings right at the start of that session. he didn't know how to punch or kick or keep his hands up when doing either one.

i didn’t use the openings - not because i couldn’t, but because i was giving him the benefit of the doubt. thinking he was going to do his best to follow the "light contact" social contract or just admit - OK I'm losing to the Kung Fu guy, lessons learned.

and if this were real life? if he’d actually had the same intent he showed on that double, he would’ve had a broken jaw minimum, prior to attempting the takedown. His entire head just floated there in the open, even after being tagged.

I have a lot of great memories of those times, and this was only one, early in my studies - but it's nice to reflect on from time to time.

Overall, those are my takeaways - thanks for reading.

My questions for you:

  1. If you were teaching Kung Fu without grappling technique, would you let a wrestler use wrestling techniques in sparring with your students?

  2. What is your philosophy when it comes to sparring? Is sparring essential for everyone, or just those who are interested in that side of the art?

  3. Do you see it as more helpful, or less helpful, to put (disguise) a white belt against a black belt in a tournament, so that they can improve faster? Would you take the student's own preference into account?

  4. Have you ever learned tough lessons because of an unprepared teacher?

Edit: Thanks all for the responses. Here are some great examples that got me thinking:

  1. "Who lets someone spar on the first day? That's crazy irresponsible" - alucard346

  2. "We had Wrestlers at our Boxing gym and it was obvious for them, that in sparring they don't do double leg takedowns" - OceanicWhitetip1

  3. "sparring should have rules, and the most basic of those rules should be that you spar with what you’ve learned" - big_reindeer_88

  4. "my style has about 3 kicks when on the ground to get back up. if those fail.. well we arent meant to be on the ground in the first place. here ends the lesson of what you wont be learning" - buccinator

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u/unwitting_hungarian — 17 hours ago
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Do people seem to want you as a friend just because they can't be their own hardass?

tl;dr: Do others seem to want you as a friend mainly so you can be their personal hardass, because they struggle to be their own hardass?

Boring details, length warning:

Every once in a while people try to take me as a friend, and it's so different from just "becoming" friends. They have some specific friendship need that's off somehow, and I have to stop and ask what the hell is going on.

Sometimes they say something like "I need your raw hard skills in my life, I am so about that right now" and it's like they are seeing past me, but don't want me to escape their clutches at the same time.

Thinking back to past friendships, one of the most common types for this has been xNFP:

With ENFPs, it can be hard because they will charge head on like "I need your vibes for this part of my life," and while it's flattering at some level, I feel like they can target randos for regular stuff much better than specific people for the hardass, life-changing stuff.

The problem here is that if you accept ANY of the hallucination, and it doesn't work out, you should probably have a way to navigate the "crestfallen, my crest is literally falling" routine and similar acts of Virgin River Violence along their "My Story" narrative.

(Is it too hardass to suggest that if a process is really precious, maybe it should be treated preciously all around?)

With INFPs, they aren't usually as straight up about it, and I get the vibe that their Fi prefers to experience friendships as more existentially friend-needy (inherently authentic / just me) than aspirationally about the other person being that great.

In fact if anything, the idea of a person being great seems to piss some of them off, which I notice can make their original problem even worse. (IDK if it's related to the tension they seem to feel around great-man ESFP types, and Se.) So, my greatest chance of success with these people is to do a slow fade and gently call them on their shitty animus-hallucinations before they realize what they're doing and embarrass themselves further.

And the outcome otherwise? We learn the outcome is to be driven by their preference to project on me their need to become a bodybuilder, or something...

With both of these types, what they seem to want is a certainty that they can go back to being bunnies or some sort of existentially cared-for mammal. Which is wild because even this is a basic, casual level of analysis that still counts as too much hardassery to some, and they instinctively take it as critique at some level.

But they don't seem to realize that you can do both, have both, and integrate both, and that with some creativity it's possible to be a bit more authentic about this process in a way that helps both partners.

It's not like everyone from these types is like that though, just some...curious what you all think: Do others seem to want you mainly as their personal hardass? To become an outer, critiqued version of an inner "I could never, nah that's too hardass and overblown" cartoon character?

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u/unwitting_hungarian — 1 month ago

In a story about an EII (M) raised by an SLE (F), would they learn from each other? Would they be able to work together to solve problems? What benefits would there be, if any?

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u/unwitting_hungarian — 1 month ago
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What is your least "typical INTJ" habit?

Personally I like watching mindless old gag cartoons like Tom & Jerry, or figuring out my favorite out of all the most popular pop songs right now...it's a nice break from the INTJ stuff

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u/unwitting_hungarian — 2 months ago
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If people invite you to come to hang out with them, but in the outdoors, in hot weather...do you let them know it's really hot? Do they not even notice??

One of my xSFP friends keeps inviting me out to picnics and stuff...in the middle of the hot afternoon...like 1:30 p.m. and it's 95-100F outside. Then they get a little cranky and irritable after 20 minutes or so, and I'm like bro it's this HEAT...but IDK if it's worth mentioning...might just tell them I got busy

i was wondering, do some extroverted sensors enjoy heat because it's something different (change-up) even if it doesn't do very good for their mental health? ....kind of like how competitive / extreme eaters will just eat food even if it's not really going to feel good after

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u/unwitting_hungarian — 2 months ago
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What's your take on people who are super enthusiastic about something, but might be taking it a bit too far? Like the person who shows up to a casual game night in a full cosplay outfit for example...

Is it going too far? Is it mainly cute or innocent? Is anything going too far if it's authentic passion?

Other examples:

  1. The devoted 30-something karate nerd who wears their karate uniform to go shopping and do normal errands, and is also on a difficult weight loss journey

  2. The wannabe DJ who plays the same favorite song too much, and who brings their music along on a bluetooth speaker to go on a nature hike

I noticed some people like to applaud this kind of person, while others think it's not a good performance (doing Se performer wrong)...

...and still others think it's not really a good idea to make yourself stand out unless you can really "sell it"...

What's your opinion? Any examples come to mind from your experience?

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u/unwitting_hungarian — 2 months ago

Opinel or Higonokami or ...mtech usa

my buddy is letting me pick one...

TBH the history is cool but is that mainly why people like the first two?

The Opinel is big but I can't get it to OHO and it feels kinda old (sorry)

The higonokami is kinda small maybe 6.5 inches open but it looks cool

The MTech is held together by screws instead of rivets, but it has OHO and serrations

Serrations would help me out in some of my day to day tasks, but IDK if I'd be missing the historic feeling much?? People on Youtube seem to like the others a lot

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u/unwitting_hungarian — 2 months ago
▲ 2 r/intj

Back when you first learned about MBTI, what struggles or questions did it help you with? What other personality types were involved in that, if any?

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u/unwitting_hungarian — 2 months ago

Should I get a mora or take my friends offer

So I was in the store with my friend, he has more experience than me. I was going to get a Mora (I just have a gas station folding knife I found) and he said stop.

He said he is sick of seeing those Moras, they are all over YouTube.

He says he will buy me any vintage style knife with a leather sheath under $40 and also throw in a hatchet, if I don't get a Mora for at least a year.

I was laughing, but he IS serious... he is pretty nice and I told him I'd think about it.

Now, none of the other knives at the store have great names, they are budget like Old Timer, I like them though.

The hatchets they sell are like Ozark Trail or similar.

But he says - I have used both Moras and these, and these other knives are great for cutting. Use a hatchet for chopping.

What do you guys think, I never had a Mora but they are probably the most popular knife for Bushcraft. I know I will need to chop and maybe baton sometimes.

I also think I could probably make just about anything work? But Moras might be more durable, I'm not sure how they compare.

I could use the extra money to buy a nicer tarp or some food. Or save it to get my friend back.

It's a small thing and the hobby isn't about knives but I always watched them on YouTube too. So I'm wondering. Sorry if it seems silly. Thanks.

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u/unwitting_hungarian — 2 months ago
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Do you keep track of / follow any thought-leaders, or not so much?

For example some people kind of "collect" thought-leaders in their follows / subscriptions on IG or Youtube .....

Examples could include: Strategic Capital types like Chamath Palihapitiya, Futurists like Isaac Arthur ....

or more kinda meta-woo-thought-leaders from the present like Rupert Sheldrake, or from the past like Barbara Marx Hubbard (maybe ENTJ).

If you do this at all, does this help you at a personal level? Does it regulate or soothe your mind to feel that there are smart people out there for example, or is it more for social dialogue purposes / social regulation?

Or is it more like, "I don't follow anybody, I am the thought leader, no notes" etc which is fine, just curious

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u/unwitting_hungarian — 2 months ago
▲ 2 r/intj

What is true knowledge? (Options inside)

Let's say "true" knowledge is knowledge which is generally accurate and reliable. So, where does it come from? Which option below MOST closely fits your general opinion on the topic? Options:

  1. I believe true knowledge exists natively in books, quotes, websites, movies, and some conversations. You can discover it through researching those things .....

  2. I believe true knowledge exists natively within nature as true knowledge, you just have to come upon it and experience the true thought, or in other words have nature / life "hit you" with the knowledge .....

  3. I believe true knowledge comes into existence after it was first a specific set of gathered evidence, which somebody turned into knowledge by organizing and compiling it .....

  4. I believe true knowledge is basically fake news. Any knowledge is just a remix of the chaos we live in, neatly packaged. If really educated people approve of it, we all call it true, even if it doesn't apply to everybody ....

  5. True knowledge is anything we can measure. If it can't be measured, even if it's a first-hand account like "I personally saw JFK assassinated, here is a photo of me earlier that day," it's still not true knowledge unless it is measured objectively. Historical first-hand accounts cannot count as true knowledge since they cannot be measured objectively and directly .....

  6. True knowledge is just socially-approved thinking about things, whether it's measured by nerds or passed around until it gains favor - it is never 100% true - there are contradictions to everything, and to believe otherwise is a fantasy .....

  7. Other (Specify) .....

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u/unwitting_hungarian — 2 months ago
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...or Se, or Te, or Ti. Or Si, or Fi...or Ni - for that matter - and now here it is. The big one. I'm not an introvert. Right now. Can you imagine a real, true, introvert, writing this? Putting it out there in front of people. No, I'm a falsehood, a fake introvert. Inauthentic. Plus "authentic" means I can't do much except speak my mind. I could never speak someone else's! That's on them. Well unless they're in pain. Or unless they really need something bad, and I needed things bad before, like that. Then I'd be happy to be fake for them, because I get it. Is that so fake? I'm not sure. Maybe some Fe, OK, I get that. I don't want to lose my Fi though. What will it cost me? Will I start turning into plastic? Or like more microplastic. Microplastics are SO fake, basically you can't be mentally healthy and part-plastic. Or will I have to write greeting cards for a living?? Greetings are so fake. I mean, well you know what I mean. And in any case, I need to work on that, I didn't even frame this right, the ideas here are so scattered. It's like I don't have enough Si. Get it together! Get the order right, the natural rhythm of the proper thought. Stop with the over-thought wall of text! Or is it too much Ne? Yes - YES! Too much Ne, and the thing about Ne is, if you really put it to work, it becomes Te, which I also need, because I'm procrasti...well or I'm waiting. (Well I guess everybody is procrastinating something, all the time? I mean there are things I need to do...Wait what - why don't we say that everybody just using Te for everything they DO, if it's for explaining productivity, like what are we even talking ab-) Anyway yeah I have to give it to Se, because I'm waiting to play a game of volleyball. Just on the sidelines. It doesn't take much productivity to do that. Well, I mean. You know what I mean. Nevermind the Ti, the idea that hey, wouldn't it be really great if I could analyze the game. You know? And then, maybe not just play it - which of course is pure Se, and only Fi for the swearing part or the being annoyed parts - and Fe for the parts where you high-five, but if it's sarcastic high-five that's Fi - but I could go SUPER cold hard mental, and just analyze everyone's movements, which is like Se and including Ti to kind of organize it in my mind. Then, once I'm that person, then they'd all want me to play for them, and I'd smile, and at THAT point it'd be so easy to give into all the Fe, because it would be all about how great I am. OMG. Is that Fe? Like is it still Fe if I'm vibing with the group idea, which is basically to worship me??? Holy smokes the implications. I mean it would possibly feel like the best form of Fe possible, because it checks all the Fi boxes and it's like everybody's vibe....Orrr is that just being a Diva. Anyway, I'm filing this all under Ni, because I'm an Educated Conceptualizer Architect Strategic Mastermind who is engaged in Visualizing Outcomes and Examining Deeper Meaning, and here we go, it's my turn on the court, and let's SHUT UP Fi, just hope that ...I SAID SHUT UP Fi...I don't screw this up and...STOPPPP...turn into an embarrassed little mouse again. Wait or was that Si, because my personal history is basically that of a mouse, even though it's like an emo mouse? STOPPPP. SIGH.

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u/unwitting_hungarian — 2 months ago
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Just curious, and if it's a different matter please specify if you'd do that for any civil including some business thing, but not in criminal court, or if it doesn't matter

(Particularly thinking here of the conundrum, you have "represent yourself by buying massive pile of legal textbooks" money in the bank, but not really "hire an attorney for this process AND also still retire" money, etc.)

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u/unwitting_hungarian — 2 months ago
▲ 3 r/intj

Example: Whenever my cousins come into town, they stay at a local hotel...I always check them in because the manager is an ISFP and they are xSFJ types. He literally locked them out of their room when they checked themselves in, which we discovered is because he hates them. But when I check them in, I chat with this same ISFP manager for like ten minutes (just asking random questions about the place & business lately) and he pays them no mind after that. ....The cousins are good people but it's obvious that he sees their Fe as fake and annoying. Which is funny because they are just being themselves....meanwhile I'm basically talking with him on a pretense, but I don't think he's a bad person either, and I understand it's just a personality conflict.

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u/unwitting_hungarian — 2 months ago
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Me: Coworker's ENFJ boss is PISSED because INFJ consultant just submitted a super-important report that was obviously fully authored by AI, with AI photos and writing .... Coworker (ENTJ) thinks it's really funny and is trying to figure out if the kid in the photo on page 20 has 7 fingers on one hand or just 5 fingers + shadows .... we both feel bad for INFJ because they used to be the boss's coworker, and being "independent" for them is still just working with the same people. lmao. life is hard sometimes

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u/unwitting_hungarian — 2 months ago