u/way2abyss

Little backstory. From Tier-2, non-IT branch, Got job in IT in one of Fortune 500 MNC in 2020 (covid time). Felt like a blessing. Today, still stuck in the same company. Tech stack- learned Python, SQL, PLSQL, Siebel but only worked in support. Previously it was chill, no work pressure, WFH job, so got stuck in comfort zone, and now 6 years has passed. Current project, rotational shift with Garbage work and Micromanaging pro manager who likes to be called ‘Sir’.

It’s not like I haven’t tried to up-skill in last 6 years and switch, but I couldn’t stay onto one thing for long. I tried Data Science, Ethical Hacking, SOC, SAP but as the going gets tough, other things starts feeling fascinating and I jump ships.
It’s been 6 years now. Peers are earning 3x-4x and I’m here.

I’m currently trying to upskill in AI, trying for Project Manager roles but everything seems so vague.
Recently I built an RAG enabled AI chat bot with help of AI by learning and brushing AI and Python concepts.

But, with this AI boom, I’m not even sure if I’ll matter, or even if I learn programming, I’ll survive.

Can anyone guide me what should I do?

Little backstory. From Tier-2, non-IT branch, Got job in IT in one of Fortune 500 MNC in 2020 (covid time). Felt like a blessing. Today, still stuck in the same company. Tech stack- learned Python, SQL, PLSQL, Siebel but only worked in support. Previously it was chill, no work pressure, WFH job, so got stuck in comfort zone, and now 6 years has passed. Current project, rotational shift with Garbage work and Micromanaging pro manager who likes to be called ‘Sir’.

It’s not like I haven’t tried to up-skill in last 6 years and switch, but I couldn’t stay onto one thing for long. I tried Data Science, Ethical Hacking, SOC, SAP but as the going gets tough, other things starts feeling fascinating and I jump ships.
It’s been 6 years now. Peers are earning 3x-4x and I’m here.

I’m currently trying to upskill in AI, trying for Project Manager roles but everything seems so vague.

Now, with this AI boom, I’m not even sure if I’ll matter, or even if I learn programming, I’ll survive.

Can anyone guide me what should I do?

If you were given a choice, that you can go 10 years back in life, with your current existing mindset with all the information that you possess, along with all the conditions you have (physical/mental), would you still go?

For me, I want to go back in life, tell me younger self to focus on career, life, health but again there’s a part of me that don’t want to live all that again.

What would you do?