u/whistlechime

This is embarrassing and i found no help on google but i am a black woman and my butt crack is snow white, i have had cuts in the past due to intense itching. I also dealt with sweat so i treated it as a fungal infection and used antifungal powder and keep it dry. it’s healed i think but im still concerned that by how white it is, i haven’t seen any other black person with this problem and im quite insecure about it for obvious reasons. Does anyone know a way to help or have experienced this?

TW: SA, Cnc

When i think of a movie/book quote that describes how i feel i think of this:

“I was a fresh daisy girl and look what you’ve done to me” -Lolita

Whilst i suffer with my body, my sexuality, my ruined childhood, those disgusting men will live on not knowing how much they damaged me. I am stuck here picking the pieces, crying to sleep, having anxiety attacks whilst they probably don’t even think of me.

Especially this one guy, it hurts me you thought as an almost 40 year old that it was okay to be with a 19 year old. To make her feel beneath you, to use her for your sexual needs, to make her believe cnc and rpe fantasies were a proclaim of your love. You ruined me, and you won’t even know.

I will be in therapy, wishing I had a childhood that wasn’t tainted by men not being able to keep their hands to themself, i will be trying to unlearn how to be a child again without sexualising myself. I will have to be content being on my own and not starving for attention of an older man so i don’t want to die.

And you will be living your life day by day like nothing has happened. As if I hadn’t existed. I wish i hadn’t existed.

First of all, I am so happy with the recognition they are getting, especially from the tsuki trend (lil jelly cus she’s my bias but still happy). i have to say i am a HUGE billlie fan. i’ve been to their concert, listen to their whole discography hundreds of times, keep up with their lore, pic with tsuki and me doing a heart hehe etc. I have tried so hard to enjoy their newest album i feel so mad at myself. Everyone is talking about how much they like ZAP or Work and i genuinely cannot like either songs. I think this might be because i am not a fan of current kpop trends and prefer colorful and weird and lore heavy kpop (red velvet, loona vibe). This new comeback felt very “on trend” to me which made me upset. I’m scared i’m growing out of billlie with this comeback, i just preferred any other song than this cb. don’t get me wrong, secret no more????? ABSOLUTE BANGER 10/10. lowkey would’ve loved that to be the title track. i’m one of those fans who think this cb wasn’t that much billlie and ik ppl have said it is cus of flipping a coin. i like that song but i just don’t see much of the similarity. i can hear similar genre but the visuals are just so different. It’s gotten to a point where Im forcing myself to like it because i love them so much. Please no hate just discussing my opinion.

Hi i’m 20 F. i’ve had a sweat problem since puberty. I think mainly from gaining a lot of weight. I weight about 250 pounds from binge eating. My down there is incredibly sweaty. Like walking already has me sweating down there. The sweat mixes with bacteria and creates brown streaks on my underwear it’s so embarrassing. I’ve been to the gp and they told me to lose weight (trying to) but i’m struggling to manage. It’s not a pleasant smell, and i’m really insecure about it. I shower everyday, i use hibiclens, no luck. I tried baby powder but i feel like it’s not good to have it so dry and ashy. I trim because my urine will get trapped in the hair along with sweat. The gp once gave a strong alcohol deodorant but it burns so bad and i think i also have HS so i can’t use when i have flares. My plus size best friend doesn’t have this problem and i feel so alone. Does anyone relate and have advice to manage. I’ve noticed it’s harder especially with quite big flaps (more creases). I want to stop having to adjust my legs constantly on public cus i’m uncomfortable from the sweat 😓.

does anyone know if this age regression server is shut down? I was in it and somehow it no longer shows up for me. Hoping to find other littles that were on the server. I had nice friends on there :(

i feel like my regression is fake because i cannot get rid of my thoughts of my adult mind. whilst i try to be in little space, it’s not something i can take off my mind completely and i’m worried it means im not regressing at all. I guess as an autistic person, it’s hard to define how it feels to be little and if what i feel is right. Does anyone feel the same or have advice.

i’ve bought plus size jirai pieces from taobao before but they’re usually lizlisa and occasionally rojita. Pium is my personal favorite style of all the brands and i was wondering if anyone knows if there are any dupes on taobao?