u/wildflower_TX

We’ve all seen the discourse. We’ve all seen the news. I’m struggling to listen to this album despite how I’ve looked forward to it. These lyrics aren’t about a relationship that is over now and behind her, they’re about feelings that must be amplified for her right now in real time. 💔

“What's happening now?
You studied my crown and borrowed my body
Warm, kissed by the sun, then cold likе the wind
A bee stuck in honey”

“Tеll me who's to blame, is it the people or myself? Yep
But this time feels so very different
…
It's bye, this time for real
Tired of painting endless pictures of a life that isn't mine“

“This is the beginning of the end
I feel it, just don't know what to say
My dead-ends are gathered around, dressed as friends
…
I play all the parts that I'm supposed to, right?
And I just throw a band-aid on my whole damn life
…
Good luck, darling
Can't stop growing
So away from you (Ooh)
There's nothing left to do”

“All of the life I've been denied of
Will bloom all around, unfrozen
How will it feel? How will it feel?
…
I won't give you your fantasy this time
…
Wake me when all this shit is over”

“My pain is music, do you hear me everywhere?
…
And yet your favorite muse just simply disappears
…
My voice plays in a taxi passing by
You don't deserve me
You know you don't, you never have
But I want you to feel me (I want you to feel me)
I wish someone could hear me”

“Voices in my head been trying to swallow me
…. I've
Been holding hands with so much complexity
Since I was five, mm
…
Tell me, why I keep on climbing just to reach the ground?”