5 year experience.

Reaching that 5 year mark for pfs. Tried a lot of stuff. Clomid damaged my eyes. PEA and Fish oil help the most. If I had to guess it's a gaba signaling issue. Increase gaba signaling at all costs. Eventually allopregnanolone may come back. I take magnolia extract too.

Edit: I did some more research because of this post. While I do feel better taking pea it probably doesn't work for everyone who is totally crushed. Fish oil is ok but does block 5 alpha in peripheral tissue.(Not sure about this either, Ive gotten bad with research).And magnolia does have a bad effect for 5 alpha type 1 in the brain. So do research and see what's best. Grass fed butter might be better than fish oil. And valerian better than magnolia. As for increasing gaba I would just take a pharmaceutical to avoid this stuff.

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u/wontbeforever — 1 day ago

I'm willing to bet you could end your torment right now,but TIs won't listen.

I've been fiddling with chatgpt on making a faraday cage. For under 5000 us dollars, you can make a 6x6x6 ft faraday cage with 1/8 inch mild steel thickness that will block down to 500 hz. If you have land to put it somewhere, you could be free right now. The weight will be around 1.4k Lbs.

Will TIs listen? Fuck no!

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u/wontbeforever — 5 days ago

Badelmo has returned as princessntience

This subreddit is a psyop from day one. There is no known targeted solution and yet this subreddit was created with a bot, ring double. To test this hypothesis, I call out badelmo aka u/princessentience, who has turned this forum into a dumping ground. Fuck you! You fuck! Princessentience is now my greatest enemy! He will be destroyed(legally).

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u/wontbeforever — 8 days ago

Nobody will help us.

This is part of the silent Holocaust. People hate us so much that they would rather torture us to death. I am totally dysfunctional and know my life is over.

Once selected for torture, it is for life and never stops. Just like that your life is over. People we don't even know. No chance to explain ourselves. No warning given. Just tortured and ended for life.

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u/wontbeforever — 13 days ago

They possibly did kill Terry Davis with a train.

As unlikely as it seems, it's possible the CIA did kill Terry Davis with a train.

Let me explain. I had traveled a few states away. Somehow the v2k knew there were train tracks near by. V2k tortured me severely and wanted me to jump in front of a train. Now that method of death would suck but I seriously thought about it until I changed my mind. I also discarded my belongings before to show commitment.

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But I couldn't go through with it and change my mind. I retrieved my belongings, and am tortured 24/7 to this day.

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Terry Davis wrote a threat to the CIA. They don't mess around with stuff like that. How easy would it be to v2k terry Davis an already schizorenic and homeless guy?

Something to think about.

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u/wontbeforever — 16 days ago

We are in big trouble

Hello. Tortured by Rnm for about 2 years now. We are in big trouble. I don't wanna be doomer but we must be realistic and think about our options. The government will not help us. Congress will not help us. Lawyers will not help us, the ACLU will not help us.

What can we do? We have evidence. We have testimony.

The only thing left is the make a RNM proof bunker and live in it. Think about it. Save yourself.

I reject any explanation other than ELF. But that's the thing we will never know for sure. It's every Ti for themselves. Fuck targeted justice and there stupid lawsuit. Save yourself.

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u/wontbeforever — 20 days ago

Thinking of getting LOQ intel i5 with 5050

I'm thinking of buying the Lenovo LOQ with the intel i5 and the rtx 5050. Will this motherboard fry? I'm buying a new one from Lenovo.

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u/wontbeforever — 22 days ago

Thinking about getting a TUF f16 rtx 5050

Price and budget: $1200 usd

Country of purchase: USA

Specs an available options: RTX 5050 or similar

Intended use: Gaming

Features you want: Smooth operation and long lasting.

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Hey guys, I'm thinking about getting a gaming laptop which I need. I'm concerned however about all the posts about them breaking. My biggest nightmare is having something like this break on me. I hear this about Acer, Asus, MSI. What about Lenovo LOQ? I'd probably pick between the LOQ or TUF. I guess victus is ok but I'm not really sure about that either.

What's your thoughts boys?

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u/wontbeforever — 23 days ago

Two initiatives that I propose

I have two initiatives that I propose:

Shield: We construct a faraday cage rated to block down to 1 khz. We also look into making an ELF jammer and asses its effectiveness. Once we determine that these methods work we can scale them up to create safe houses.

Lawsuit: We sue the NSA, using our recordings of v2k as evidence. Now proving that the NSA is culpable is a little more tricky but I have a plan for that too.

The problem(o): I don't have land or a warehouse to put this faraday cage on that will weigh a ton or possibly more.

I am not a legal expert that has expertise in doing trials. I'm also struggling to find a lawyer to take my case.

How can we solve these problems?

Thanks.

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u/wontbeforever — 1 month ago

What faraday cage can block extremely low frequency transmissions around 1khz?

Hello all. I have a device malfunctioning due to a transmission around 1 khz. I must shield this device with a faraday cage. Is steel and iron good for this? How thick must this material be? Should the inside be insulated? Should it be grounded? thanks.

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u/wontbeforever — 1 month ago

Congress has blood on their hands

Congress is complicit with the ruthless violation that these assholes perpetuate. Why has there never been an investigation? Why has there never been a committee to help us? No hearings over remote neural monitoring?

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u/wontbeforever — 1 month ago

Message to speculators, nutters, and hand waivers

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I see a lot of speculation from nutters and grifters online. Stuff like "its le aliens" , "its le 5g and now the 6g" "it's my mom and neighbors" or "it's le beam forming". I'd just like for us to stay grounded. Remember the NSA got sued over this in 1992. John Akwei was the only one who spoke publicly with direct knowledge of the technology. Everything else was mumbo jumbo. No "le 5g" can of penetrate a faraday cage or 90ft under the ocean as some tis have tested. Only the lower end of the spectrum can reach that low. .

The technology has been around for decades, it's not the latest wireless connection that will hurt you.

There probably won't be a mass enslavement as some doom sayers say. I believe people are hand selected for purposes of culling. People that the government is especially embarrassed of and knows nobody can do anything to help. I think congress might even know about it but they allow this to happen so that they can satiate the psychos that run the technology in exchange for favors from them.

Get it right.

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u/wontbeforever — 2 months ago

I sent a fax to the House Oversight Comittee

Hey guy I know representative Luna from the house oversight comittee is doing a hearing on mk ultra I think on the 14th. I sent a fax to the house oversight comittee today. She's a chairman of the Task Force on Declassication of Federal secrets.I told them about modern day mind control and torture.

Just putting it out there. Doesn't hurt to write to them at this point. We are not getting our lives back anyways.

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u/wontbeforever — 2 months ago

I know this may not be TI related, but I've always felt like there was a conspiracy for people to be mean to me. Everywhere I go I always get fucking BS and it pisses me off. Just weird comments that imply I'm stupid, or people playing stupid with me..just terrible Bs. People are mean to me and say " Oh you only talk when you need something" or ""oh it doesn't work like that" Oh no shit? I wonder why? Could it be because these ass hats are mean to me?

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u/wontbeforever — 2 months ago