This is kinda self promo so sorry aboot that but yeah. This is my music project, we do have a little bit of Midwest emo influenced but it’s mainly post-hardcore/emotional hardcore
Here’s a link to the Spotify
https://open.spotify.com/artist/7h6UCpTDDTn8dccjvBp4TO?si=sxF-GurjQAq1ebqLVjqoag
I really need someone to talk to rn
Kind of a rant but I am not close to anyone, both in a romantic way and a friendship way. I’ve tried making friends but I’m kinda socially awkward and it’s killing me. Any advice on how to be more socially comfortable with people in general?
My hair is kinda short and I need sum tips on how to get a scene/emo fringe that WORKS WELL. I’ve tried but I suck so I need a lil help lmao.
The last 11 years and especially 4 years have been rather lame. First my sisters leave, second my parents starts fighting a shit ton for over 6 years, third my grandfather who raised me died of cancer because the fucking doctors misdiagnosed him and by the time they found the cancer he was already at stage 4 and then he died frail and extremely thin, I saw his cold, pale dead body aswell. And fourth literally all of my friends in the last year became complete assholes and then the new group I got close with doesn’t speak to me anymore and says the same shit my other group did and I have no one to talk to, no girlfriend, not even close family members and it’s just me typing on a forum website because im a retard who doesn’t talk to anyone. Genuinely wondering if I will live a normal life like everyone else around me or I I should run away to a monastery and become a friar or some shit so I won’t be completely fucking useless. And in general these emotions are happening alot right now, but I’ve been diagnosed with MDD about 4 or 5 years ago. Posting this because I need help on having a better outlook on life and I need tips on improving as a person if any of this is my fault you know? Thanks in advance.
The last 11 years and especially 4 years have been rather lame. First my sisters leave, second my parents starts fighting a shit ton for over 6 years, third my grandfather who raised me died of cancer because the fucking doctors misdiagnosed him and by the time they found the cancer he was already at stage 4 and then he died frail and extremely thin. And fourth literally all of my friends in the last year became complete assholes and then the new group I got close with doesn’t speak to me anymore and says the same shit my other group did and I have no one to talk to, no girlfriend, not even close family members and it’s just me typing on a forum website because im a retard who doesn’t talk to anyone. Genuinely wondering if I will live a normal life like everyone else around me or I I should run away to a monastery and become a friar or some shit so I won’t be completely fucking useless.