u/zedululu005

If I’m studying clinical psych at shifa can i transfer to nust in a year? Pls lmk and i need a sincere answer, thank you!

easypaisa used to work perfectly alright on my iPhone until my annoying younger brother did some keera and it logged out toh when i tried logging in again it sent me a code which was in alphabets while the otp only had numbers option
( sim is in an Android phone ) it rlly enraged me so i just logged into easypaisa on my android phone.
Now that android phone is slow af and it lags a lot, it takes so much time to log in and send money IT FRUSTRATES ME I don’t understand why isn’t there an option of alphabets on easypaisa app?? How else can i login? Also I tried copy pasting the code and sent it to my iPhone thru my android but there’s only a 15 sec timer on easypaisa app, insane??? Pls help

The depth of my anger cannot be overstated, im balling my eyes right now bec im done im seriously done being the nice person. im not trying to demean anyone but ive always seen good people getting treated like absolute crap like they’re disposable and the bad people seem to get all the love, attention and loyalty in the world.
Don’t even get me started on relationships . The woman who are there only for attention, validation, money or a temporary thrill are the ones men obsess over like wtf they’ll chase them they’ll yearn and long for them they’ll spoil them they’ll lose their sleep over such women and fall apart once they leave.
Whereas the woman who are genuine and endlessly & wholeheartedly love , stay faithful, respectful and support their partners are overlooked and abandoned.
I’m not saying it happens in every case but this is what i have noticed and it ABSOLUTELY AND UTTERLY MAKES ME INCENSED.
It’s so infuriating that the ppl who would’ve moved mountains for someone are left questioning their worth while those who barely cared become unforgettable.
Sometimes it feels like sincerity is punished and being genuine only makes you easy to be taken for granted.
All my life i have gone miles n miles for people, ive taken care of them, ive been there for them thru the thick and thins thru the rain and shine but ive always been abandoned at the end. Only if i was a woman like her who used him for his money to buy heels and expensive jewellery and fancy dinners maybe then he would’ve valued me too but instead i loved him for his heart and his personality while he kept on grieving over her, he did love me and treated me rlly well but he left so easily and usse toh wo chorh bhi nhi saka. FCK YOU SHAHMIR‼️may your realise who you fumbled, may you look for me in every corner of your world only to realise that i was just a fragment of your illusion, you’ll yearn for me but id be nowhere to be found iA and that’ll be my biggest revenge.
Also if i was a bad friend and arrogant, those two would’ve stayed by my side and would’ve valued our friendship but no. FCK YOU AIZA AND PARAS‼️

this girl and i had been really really close friends since last 2 years, we confided into each other during vulnerable moments and we ltr resonated w a lot of things in life. She’s been to my home, I’ve given her gifts we’ve talked about our traumas our heartbreaks i mean literally sab kuch but kher coming to the main point. We started university in 2024 and she was there just for a week but we hadn’t interacted tab but she seemed like a nice person usky baad se she ltr disappeared so out of curiosity I asked one of her friends and she told me that her father didn’t want her to continue her studies here since our uni is rlly liberal and modern ( her dad is a strict man ) i was like okay phir usky baad she approached me on instagram and we started talking aur bs became good friends. I was immeasurably delighted to have her as my friend & so was she, she told me about some guy in our class and told me that they were in touch even after she left uni. Okay again but that guy was a spoiled brat, came from a really big family and was kinda arrogant too… my friends and i used to call him salman khan and daya from cid lol cause he was still in our uni. She told me that he kinda liked her and they even met usky baad he was like you’re not my type so they stopped talking, she was utterly incensed and hurt but i was like woh tha hee esa dafa karo and she blocked him off everywhere, we trash talked about him a lotttt aur we got to know a lot of spicy tea regarding him too which was crazy kher with time he even tried hitting on me and free hota tha but i always shut him down.
Abhi recently she and i went thru a rough patch in our friendship but eventually rekindled our friendship and reconciled everything, everything was going good until abhi on May 31st i saw that guys status on WhatsApp ( we were class mates and had each others number ) the status was a photo of him and a girl sitting in nikkah outfits but faces weren’t shown. I took a screenshot of it and sent it to the same friend and she was like yes i saw usky baad I sent it to my friend group ( girls only ) and my girl friends go like maano na maano yeh wohi hay ( that girl ) i was like hou hee nhi skta ussi waqt i opened instagram and came across her story where she was sitting in a car with him in nikkah outfits holding hands…my jaw practically hit the floor and i was caught off guard cause he was the same guy who disrespected her and used to hit on me and the same guy we used to trash talk about, insaneee.
I was kinda mad that why’d she gatekeep it and kept it lowkey but also respected her decision to keep it private and intimate but I thought we were best friends BUT I WAS ALSO MORTIFIED THAT I SENT HER A SCREENSHOT OF IT BEC I GENUINELY DIDNT KNOW IT WAS HER😭😭😭 i was rlly embarrassed so the next day I congratulated her lekin she never replied to my texts phir a few days ago I texted her to see if everything was okay bec she disregarded my msgs but she never replied to that text either. I feel a hollow emptiness that i can’t shake, why would she do that but my mum came to the conclusion k that man would’ve stopped her to stay in touch with me especially considering he even used to flirt with me toh that’ll make them uncomfortable, I still don’t know what went wrong that i had to loose a close friend to a man like that.

i don’t want to talk about this to my irl friends and people around me toh I’ll just leave it here.
I have finally started taking therapy for my OCD ( germophobic & retroactive jealousy one ) & depressive symptoms. My first session went really well Alhumdullilah, I’m beyond gratified that my therapist is very nice & understanding.
i have been immobilised with extreme emotional weight & unyielding sadness for quite a while now, I’m too young to be this sad. Im tired of being this sad all the time where i can’t physically help myself to do basic and important chores it’s like my energy reserves are depleted. ive lost interest in all the activities i once used to enjoy like baking, making beaded jewellery, writing down stories and swimming. My rj even made me lose someone who was immensely dear to my heart and i can’t stop blaming and cussing myself for losing one thing that acc made me happy.
I dont want to reveal my name on here due to privacy reasons so refer to me as anything you want to and just pray for me in namaaz, please i need all of you to pray for my wellbeing and for me to get better and gain my spark back.
Thank you

i hope you’ll look for me in every person you meet.
i hope you’ll look for me everywhere and I’ll be nowhere to be found. You’ll search for me in every corner of your world and realise i won’t be anywhere, you’ll feel the weight of my absence.
i hope you’ll look for me when the silence grows too loud and you’ll find nothing but echoes of what we once were.
I’ll disappear as if i never existed, I’ll be like a fragment of your illusion. Just someone fictional lingering in your mind..remembered, imagined but never truly real. You’ll search for traces of me in your memories only to realise the person you miss was never real but a story you told yourself and all of this will be my biggest revenge.
I’ll haunt your forever and ever, my absence will haunt you. I’ll make you yearn and long for me, I’ll immerse you in my desire and that’ll be my biggest revenge.
z~