should i commit to an absn program?
i need advice. i was accepted into an 11 month accelerated absn program. i have my first bachelors in health sciences where i completed all of my pre reqs. too be honest, i bullshitted my entire 4 years at that school i don’t remember much at all from A&P 1 and 2, micro, or literally anything else. I rarely studied i just got by and somehow got okay grades. my entire life i wanted to be a nurse but i got mixed up with the wrong people in college and fell into some bad habits and a lot of drinking.
the school i was accepted into is 60k…. im taking a partial private loan, putting in my ENTIRE life savings, and my parents are paying a little. so there is a lot riding on this and if i fail out my life will be absolutely horrible. and i can’t afford to move out so i have to commute ~1 hour every day.
i want to be a nurse literally more than anything and i can definitely say i’ve matured, and quit drinking. but i am terrified no matter how hard i try i will still fail out because i don’t remember much from pre reqs and did not develop good study habits.
please give honest advice if i should go.
edit: the issue is my worry of failing out, not the loans.