IB 32 killed my medicine plan, but I still can’t let go of becoming a doctor. What would you do?uk
I genuinely don’t know what to do anymore, and I’d really appreciate advice from people who have been through something similar.
I worked incredibly hard throughout the IB Diploma Programme. Medicine was always the goal, so I took Biology HL, Chemistry HL and Psychology HL and put so much effort into getting the grades I thought I needed.
When results came out, I got 32 points overall, with 5/5/5 in my HLs.
My original plan was to take a gap year after IB, sit the UCAT and apply to medicine. I had actually planned my UCAT for after results day. But when I saw my IB score, I felt like the whole plan collapsed. I knew 32 with 5/5/5 wasn’t going to make me competitive for standard undergraduate medicine, so I cancelled my UCAT and basically gave up on applying.
Since then, I’ve decided to apply for Therapeutic Radiography instead. I do think it’s an interesting healthcare career, especially because I would still be working with cancer patients and be involved in their treatment.
But the problem is that my heart just isn’t fully in it.
I keep coming back to medicine. I genuinely cannot picture another profession that I want in the same way. It isn’t about the title or money. I want the responsibility, the medical knowledge, diagnosing patients, making treatment decisions and actually being a doctor.
Just to mention that I am on a dependent visa in uk and spend 3 years here so I can’t even leave the country to study medicine abroad because I could have done that.
So now I’m thinking about doing a radiotherapy degree, hopefully getting a good classification, and then applying for Graduate Entry Medicine.
But that scares me too.
GEM is incredibly competitive. What if I spend three years doing radiotherapy, apply to GEM and never get accepted? I know radiotherapy would give me a real career to fall back on, which is one reason I’m considering it, but I’m scared that I’ll spend years thinking, I should have been a doctor.
At the same time, I don’t know whether I’m being unrealistic by refusing to let medicine go because of one set of IB results.
If you were in my position, what would you do?
Would you do radiotherapy and later try for GEM? Would you take a different route? Or would you accept that medicine probably isn’t going to happen and focus on building a career in something else?
I’d especially love to hear from anyone who got disappointing school-leaving grades, went on to do another degree and eventually got into medicine, or from anyone who planned on GEM but ultimately didn’t get in. I want to understand what this route is actually like rather than convincing myself that GEM will automatically work out.