Vocal damage from being a premature baby
Hi everyone! I (19F) was born four months prematurely (week 23) and due to the damage my vocal cords took during intubation I have had a hoarse voice my whole life. During my childhood people have regularly told me I "whisper-speak" and sometimes made fun of my voice. Because of this I have severe anxiety when it comes to speaking and anything social, so much so I am practically mute to anyone who isn't my friends or family. I also have high functioning autism which makes socialising even harder.
I have recently graduated from school and is starting to look for a job before planning to seek higher education next year, but I am worried about how I will be able to do that If I can't speak to people. I've been contemplating getting surgery for my voice but I don't know if that's too big a step to take plus I'm scared of how it will go. If I could fix my voice it would subdue my anxiety greatly and make my life and opportunities better. I don't know what to do. Should I see a speech therapist? Any advice would be helpful!