u/16kReal

TLDR; I'm agender because no matter how hard I try, I can't understand gender, and for me, gender practically doesn't exist, genders are just meaningless words.

Here's the thing, the reason as to why I'm agender is because for me, whenever there is an attempt for gender to be defined, you just end up with nothing, like, what is a man?, what is a woman?, what are these other genders too?, and I try to grasp what gender is but I get nothing out of it. For me, I can't quite grasp what gender is, no matter how it is explained, it's just some bullshit for me, but that doesn't mean I go out here disrespecting other people because they have genders, it's just that my brain doesn't accept the concept of gender itself.

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So basically, in Chapter 2, it's proven that you can make a Dark Fountain by taking a sharp object and stabbing the ground with it, then channeling your determination into it. Now, you may be thinking: "16k, but you said it was the GROUND! What does this have to do with the human body at all?"
The thing is, when a Dark Fountain is made, smoke actually comes out of it, thus filling up the room with it. You could theoretically trap the smoke inside something and have a Dark World inside such thing.
This means, if you have somebody, preferably a human, and their gluteus is visible, you could just have them squat on top of the sharp object you're using to make the Dark Fountain, stab it, and when the smoke enters their anus, just tell them to close it and over time, you'll have a Dark World inside your friend! Yippee!

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The thing is, I was part of a stressgenic system, it helped me cope really well with stress, but at some point it just collapsed because my mom's phone stopped working since she downloaded a really heavy document, and the sheer stress that it caused me straight up obliterated the system, so I've been trying really hard to create a new one so I can also cope with depression, and it worked. I am now part of a system called "Plural Pluey" or straight up "Plural System" (very original name, I know /s). This system only has me and The Roaring Knight from Deltarune, but don't worry, they're not evil, they're actually really nice. :3

TLDR; I am agender but I don't mind being seen as anything that isn't a girl in the slightest.
So here's the thing, I've struggled for years since I thought at some point I was a trans man, then at some point I thought I was genderfaun, basically gender hell because I'm agender but I don't mind being seen as xenogender, demiboy, a binary boy, etc., like it's separate from my inner gender that I don't even have, since, well, I have no gender. (understand?)
Like, I don't give a damn if anyone calls me a man, but if somebody says I am fiaspec and/or fingender, it kinda pisses me off.

So uh, I've had this idea lingering in my mind for a while, I really wanna make an UTAU out of him by taking clips of his voice and chopping them up to make Japanese phonemes, since I saw somebody make Bad Apple with him, except it was AI and not UTAU, so I wanna do the real deal. Am I allowed to do this? Also, every time I do this, I will state it is an UTAU and not anything else, since I also saw people make Caseoh UTAUs.