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Along my healing journey I keep seeing stories of sa and I start to crave for it to happen again. It's like 1 step forward 2 steps back. Just recently I remember seeing a man in a Spider-Man suit get sa'd and I started spiraling and completely destroyed my mental health.
Along my healing journey I keep seeing stories of sa and I start to crave for it to happen again. It's like 1 step forward 2 steps back. Just recently I remember seeing a man in a Spider-Man suit get sa'd and I started spiraling and completely destroyed my mental health.
The way some media portrays rr relationships makes me feel like a joke for wanting one, the media I see uses a rr relationship as an unexpected laugh or a way to make the character look weird. I feel like nobody sees it as a genuine serious relationship dynamic.
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Looking for friends to share emotional depth with and talk about art, gaming and music. Specifically hip hop, R&b, Minecraft, fashion, painting, and art history.
+ All genders and types of people are welcome
I feel like it would be so much easier bc I can't be blamed for getting hard when or if it happens again Edit: I also tend to age regress back before puberty
I keep begging it happened to me again and start crying. It is so traumatic
It feels like no matter how much therapy or how much emotional intelligence I have, I will never stop feeling horrible in situations related to my trauma. The amount of healing I've already done feels like a drop in the bucket and I have been on a healing journey for 7 years. I don't think I'll ever get to a level where I actually feel healthy.
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I'm a producer Looking for another producer that specializes in jazz/funk beats and or play a traditional jazz or funk instrument. I think we can learn a lot working together. I will link an example of what I make in the comments