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in english ofc haha, but it'd be reaaaalllyyy nice if the books were in russian, but it's not necessarily! :)
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tw suicide attempt. sorry.

so, last summer i attempted suicide (?) technically i didn't do anything, like i was found safe etc. but right after that i got interested in buddhism. though i was really influenced by the content in the social media, but i still believe thats not a coincidence.

moving to november 2025. another suicide attempt, but this time i actually DID something and like this time i was really close to uuhhh dying?.............. i was discharged from the mental hospital two days before the new year. overall a lot of things (not so good ofc) happened while I was there and js overall life had changed a lot since my last attempt.

2026. life's changing so much and quite fast. this april i got interested in buddhism again. but this time, i bought books and now i read articles and watch videos about buddhism etc etc. now i'm actually studying it:)

i noticed that buddhism seemed to find me after difficult events in my life. thoughts?..

>!SORRY IM REALLY BAD AT TELLING STORIES!< >!😭✌🏻!<