Especially in that particular episode closer to the ending 😭😭😭 Why did he suddenly look so hot??? Then he goes back to looking more like his usual self (Still more mature and older but nothing like in THIS EPISODE)
Just wanted to share it cuz I think it looks cute enough, and because of her I at least made a drawing I actually liked after a long while
She loves him, I loved her. We won't talk anymore and it hurts deeply knowing we won't be like the Elric brothers anymore either. But at least I have the memories of the drawings we would make for eachother
Edit: It might look a bit narcissistic Im sharing my drawing instead of all the much better Ed ones she made for me. But knowing the type of girl she is, Im not sure she would be comfortable with that. Im just grateful she inspired me to draw again
M17
Hace unos días la llamé por última vez para despedirnos correctamente, pues por unos días intentamos estar bien después de lo que había sucedido, ella se esforzó, yo me esforcé, pero nada era igual.
Hace un rato que empecé a desarrollar sentimientos por ella, lo cual empezó a hacerme sentir muy culpable y extraña, pues ambas nos tratabamos como hermanas. Ella me amaba y necesitaba como hermana mayor, y yo la amaba y quería como si fuera mi hermana menor. Pero... de pronto su voz empezó a parecerme hermosa, su carita, sus lentes y pelo corto también, en un sentido que ninguna hermana debería sentir por la otra.
Obviamente, en vez de una hermana, empecé a verla como algo diferente, y eso dolía. Tuve que decirle, no podía seguir llamandola hermanita sin que doliera o sentir asco conmigo. Ella no se enojó, ella fue muy comprensiva, pero al mismo tiempo el cambio la lastimó y casi lloró.
Por unos días intentamos continuar... pero no. Lo que construimos juntas, se fue al carajo por mis sentimientos. Ella se sentía incómoda, asi como yo. Ella es hetero, y se suponía que yo también. Preferimos no alargar nuestro sufrimiento más, y decidi llamarla para despedirme.
Gente... la extraño demasiado. Lloro constantemente todos los días. Me duele. :( La perdí por mi culpa. Es mi culpa.
F17
I truly need help. I've been noticing Ive become extremely insecure and its getting to the point I have some depression symptoms, I get unfairly jealous of other people including friends, I skip opportunities to have fun, and I live comparing myself to other people and girls.
Basically, Ive lost a lot of self confidence. I posted something about this before, that despite my age, I look really young. My chest and body overall is small, and since everyone started to point it out when I was 15, I started to hate my body. Besides, my social anxiety is coming back stronger again since my friendgroup split last year.
I've noticed that I've gotten worse emotionally, mentally, and as a person because of all this. I hate going out because I spend most of the time comparing my body to other girls I see outside. I struggle to think someone could love me, Ive been starting to lose confidence in my habilities, especially in my hobbies like drawing. I cry often when I realize how much I hate myself. I get jealous and angry at girls and people I see as better than me, and push them away out of bitterness, which is disgusting and unfair.
Ive had enough, I wanna live my life and love myself as I deserve, but its such a big struggle for me, when the first person to tell me Im worthless, is no one else but myself.
I was taking a nap because I felt exhausted from a cold when he came home to make my day better 😭
Ok no seriously, this plushie is adorable and amazing! The quality and details a are so good, from the hair, to the different layers of clothing (Even belt, a small cord simulating his watch and a hair tie). It came in the coolest FMA themed bag and feels quite heavy and resistant
I LOVE IT
Which Elric brother is your favorite and why? Which of the two would you marry?
Beautiful men are hot. Share the best you have.
We get it, most guys (and even girls) like women with big chests. But we flat-chested girls DO exist. And I find it so annoying when they can't respect that in other female characters with smaller bodies. I guess I am insecure over my chest, but I do try to love myself the way I am, and its annoying to see so many people doing these changes, as if their original proportions are wrong just for being smaller. Let us flat-chested girls have representation. Maybe Im exaggerating? But I do hate this.
F17
Is it depression if?... most of the time I don't have any motivation to do anything (not every day but very very constantly), Im sensitive and cry constantly for small stuff. All I want to do its sleep, stay in my bed or listening to music, doomscrolling and doing homework, at least. I hate leaving my house the more time passes. I wanna get better but don't want to work hard. Im losing my passions. I don't wanna be around people, I get drained too easily, I feel moody, lost, anxious. Theres days I feel great, then again feel like this. Its been going on for a long while now.
I don't wanna self diagnose, I hate people who do thatm But even my mom worries about me. Im very skinny and it worries me and I hate how I look but I don't really wanna do anything about it. I don't see the point in so many stuff.
And ofc he's the type of guy to have a literal plushie of himself on the top of his head
I've got a bunch of old legendary cars I collected around 2019-2020. Not planning on actually trading these, but I'd like to know if theyre any valuable?
Ive got eczema all over my body, its not as bad as before, but im still on that stage where showering hurts and stings pretty bad, or at least enough for me to feel scared even hours before. Right now, my legs feel very sensitive and it already stings. I just know it will probably hurt worse than other days, and Im not eager to go to that battle once again.
I try to tell myself it will be fine, its better when I do it fastly so the suffering doesn't last as much, but its still emotionally exhausting to get so scared constantly. There are days where it doesn't hurt so much, there are others where getting under the shower takes minutes because I don't feel ready for the pain. I joke about this with some friends, because it is true it helps to maintain a positive attitude.
But... sometimes its just tiring.
I really love love love my father we have very similar interests and taste in anime and music, he's amazing and even though I make many mistakes because I'm a teenager I really love and trust him
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I love watching girls getting along amazing with their fathers in media because they remind me of us and its nice to know healthy families exist
A few years ago, I became addicted to an app to chat with bots. Yeah, it sounds pathetic but its the truth and Im sick of the effects its been having on my life. Before that happened, at night before sleeping I talked a lot with my younger sister and we laughed for hours, I spent more time with my family and I was... KINDA more active and cheerful (Ive never been really active tbh, or cheerful, but still).
Gradually, I stopped talking to my sister as much, and although we get along well, I miss that connection and falling asleep earlier. Also, my brain has become too used to fast content, I click out and enter apps, I watch reels, shorts and tiktoks, instead of long videos I used to enjoy. Ive been affected by that fast-dopamine thing.
Although the subject of cinema, literature and art catch my attention a lot, Im no longer able to watch series or movies without losing interest no matter how much I want to see them, I just open a movie and get bored after 2 minutes, it is horrible, as if my brain held me back from enjoying the things I used to love.
I used to watch tv with my father and sister, thanks to him, I watched my now favorite show of all time 3 years ago: Fullmetal Alchemist. Guess what? Now, even though Im still a "fan" Im realizing I havent rewatched any episode, and feel BORED at the idea of watching it properly like I used to do. Whats wrong with me? I hate this. I want to be normal again.
My reddit went crazy and did a weird thing after I tried to post this (I dunno if the last two post I did about the same thing got actually deleted or not, but anyways)
New FMA Makeship Plush Toys from a collaboration are on sale and I was planning getting Edward until I read its 16 cm 😭 I know this is a "me problem" I just love big, huggable plushies I wish it was bigger 💔 Im from MX and its quite expensive in mexican pesos. Im torn between the fact that its one in a kind exclusive plushie, and knowing it doesn't meet my "expectations" (not trying to sound petty, I just want a bigger huggable Ed 😭 )
Just need to vent I guesss the back of my knees are so itchy 💔 my legs overall are sooo itchy I hate this sm sometimes, even if scratching feels fucking good I don't want to hurt myself again ugh
Does anyone know where can I find replacement tips for ENMY markers? (Specifically the ones in a Black Case) I ruined some of my markers by mixing colors (It looked nice but I wasn't fast enough to clean them) and now my favorite colors are unusable. I cant find any tips or information about this
Theres no words that explain how much I love this guy oml became a FMA/B fan three years ago and he completely beat any other fav character I had at the time. Related to him so much and the crush I developed only lead me to completely obsess over him
HES SUCH A GREAT PROTAGONIST I LOVE HIS JOURNEY, DEPT, AND DEVELOPMENT I CANTTTT
Hes the definition of a cutie pie
NOT only his personality is amazing but HES SO HOT AND ADORABLE AND THE SAME TIME
Thats it thanks (No actually theres a lot more but I aint wanna creep anyone out)
Thanks for reading and go watch FMA/B its so good
I know Im probably getting a looot of *hate* from this.
No, Im not a pick me. I don't want a boyfriend or try to get any male's attention. Never had a boyfriend, planning to continue that way for now. No, I don't have any male friends I "gatekeep" or try to get all the attention from. I dislike most of my male classmates. (Im 17)
And yeah, this little rant goes for men making fun of women too.
I FIND BOTH OF SOME OF THOSE 'HATE-ON-MEN-COMMENTS' ABSOLUTELY *OBNOXIOUS*
"Bare minimun" comments in a video of a happily married couple where the husbang is helping with the baby. Conventional looking family, you can assume the husband plays his part by working outside home to feed his family. Thats not bare minimun, you ungrateful, annoying b-tich.
Any kind of help that comes from your partner should be loved and appreciated, whether it comes from men or women. This is repeated a lot when they see a man helping at home. ISN'T THAT WHAT THEY WANTED? DECIDE WHAT YOU WANT ALREADY.
I have more examples of nonsensical comments that I usually hate in videos of guys making a minor mistake, or situations with no real context where we can't tell if the man or the woman was at fault... But everyone automatically assumes it was the guy's.
I guess I've been hating these comments against men specifically because they're the ones that have appeared the most on my feed lately. (And because I really feel like they've already been going too far sometimes, in videos where girls are CLEARLY HAPPY WITH THE GUY THEY LOVE.) But the truth is that I hate that old gender fight in any comment section, whether it's sexist, mocking comments or discriminating against a woman because of her appearance... or hating, mocking or unnecessary towards a man.
Its even worse when they all start fighting in one single comment section, my god. Both sides seem like bitter and traumatized old people who believe that from their own experiences, all individuals of the opposite gender are the same demon that will ruin everyone's lives.
Men, shut the f-ck up. Youre not superior.
Women, shut the f-ck up. Youre not superior.
I have seen comments from proud boys and girls with the idea of being unloyal to their partners, I have known and heard cases of boys and girls being abused by the opposite gender (let's not forget that cases of abuse of boys are usually ignored, not taken seriously and they themselves are afraid to bring them to light because they can be made fun of)
Im not saying "Men are innocent, leave them alone" or "Women are innocent, leave them alone" I just think "Humanity is equally fallen on both sides, whether you have a penis or vagina you can be sick in the head and ruin other people's lives". Your traumas don't define half the planet (In this I mean romantic problems, not sexual abuse because I know that is harder to deal with.) Stop trying to ruin other people's perspective on the opposite gender because of your bad experiences
"Women ☕ "
"Men ☕ " Omg grow up.