Anyone here in similar situation? Family being mad at you for wanting to connect to your culture. Like its some shame or horrible thing. And not just family but also some outside people at work/or school
So I jerked off yesterday and for some reason it gave me horrible post nut clarity and I feel like I shrinked from confident grown man to be pathetic little boy. I feel shame and disgust about myself.
I was feeling really good happy and confident after got some big step in life done the other day. Then got horny for some fantasies and jerked off to relax. Nothing bad about it. Then later did it again and also did not feel shameful. Why would it? Its normal.
But then later i did it thirth time and for some reason I feel disgusted after about myself. Like it some how disrespected every woman in earth and angels and gods and ancestors became dissapointed on me. This is silly
Yea this feeling does go away soon i know and I dont normally have it because its completely normal and healthy to have sexual lust and thought. I dont know why this one did make me feel so nasty. Day or couple and im feeling back to confident grown man myself haha just needed to vent this to make myself feel lighter
yes firstly sorry to ask again but I want to be sure.
I only want to add little bit darkness to this white very light cream jacket. So im thinking to use very very tiny amount of the dye so result would become very light brown/slightly darker cream.
Do you think this will work? I do not want to ruin it.
It is cotton
Imagine multiple rooms with mirrors. In one of them I look strongly 50% east asian and then in another room I look white af 90%.. Different lightings in different rooms makes different face shapes more visible in my case.
This causes me identity and selfesteem problems ..Then I get depressed. Again, again, again. Its confusing. In one room im happy how I look then in other not at all.
Why Cant I just be bit more strongly asian so I look wasian in every room and I dont have to float in this in between awkward "is he wasian or just white" space. I even concider going to plastic surgery to make me bit more asian looking so I would be happy.
People are sometimes racist to me because they notice im asian, then other day some other person talks racist things about asian people tsingtsong this and that while im standing there next to them because they dont even notice that im asian... awkward moment. Or maybe they notice but dont care
..im constantly in returning loop of selfesteem unhappiness and depression..
Im 32M by the way. Never been happy about my self fully truly
After the work was done, there may have little bit sparkles between us when I looked her in to eyes while she was talking to me. I think we both felt it and we both got little awkward. F im crushing in to my dentist and she may be crushing to me. Awkward situation haha
So there is pug on og mobile version that makes the pool guy permanently disappear if turn the game (the san andreas) off while near the pool guy.
I FIXED IT! accidentally. He was gone month. Now today I turned the game off while I was in the Lil'Prope'inn bar and now later that i again turned the game on CJ spawned back to inside the bar and now the pool guy is back. i missed the guy. Im happy
I can style it from front like that but the backsides hair does not behave. The cowlick hair twist makes it look like im balding on crown. How to style it properly like in the picture? Any tricks. I really need to learn this.
So I want these flowers to my throat. Its medicine plant used in mongolia and siberia. Its 2 separate flowers i photoshopped together. That midle of the flowers would be middle of my throat so the flowers are on sides. There would be thirth flower in back side so that its full neck. Full fill.
Is this too hard to execute? It would become full shirt with the theme mostly. The background leaves would make it too hard to connect full shirt?
