u/Acrobatic-Brush-9979

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I looked online and I found a girl group audition with HybeXGeffen, the website looks pretty legit, but I still don't know for sure. It said the deadline was August 31, 2026 but I'm not sure it's real. They aren't looking for ultra personal info such as passwords account number, money or bank stuff though, so that's a green flag. If anyone knows anything about it please let me know.

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I'd appreciate any feedback

Verse 1: It’s not hard to breath
Still it’s just a little bit tiring
It’s not hard to see
Still my vision’s getting blurry

Pre Chorus: Ooh emotions
Emotions
Ooh Nauseous
I’m nauseous
My reflection
In the oven door
I’m lying on the kitchen floor

Chorus: I think I’m getting
Emotion sick
So sick of it
The world is spinning
And I can’t sit still
I’m emotion sick
Sick and tired of this
Palms are sweaty
I’m not ready
For the world

It’s not hard to think
Still my mind is racing
It’s not hard to cope
Still my heart’s outpacing me

Pre Chorus: Ooh emotions
Emotions
Ooh Nauseous
I’m nauseous
My reflection
In the oven door
Still lying on the kitchen floor

Chorus: I think I’m getting
Emotion sick
So sick of it
The world is spinning
And I can’t sit still
I’m emotion sick
Sick and tired of this
Palms are sweaty
I’m not ready
For the world

Bridge: Ooh emotions 
Emotions
Motion sick commotion
Blown out of proportion
Will it just hold still?!

Chorus: I think I’m getting
Emotion sick
So sick of it
The world is spinning
And I can’t sit still
I’m emotion sick

Why on earth are so many LGBTQ+ folks stuck in a hateful/ultraconservative/hatefulchristian environment for at least part of their life. I see it on almost every post. Tbh I already know why in the sense, but I just frankly hate to see it. I understand how hard it is from personal experience, and I hate seeing people have to hate and push down their identities and feel degraded and trapped just to keep themselves physically safe. And I say just physically safe because either way it's emotionally unsafe either way. Hiding is painful and scary, and coming out can cause harassment and all sorts of pain and dangers of its own. I'm just sad to hear so many people have to go through that experience.

So I am Pansexual. I know that for a fact. However, recently I've been questioning my gender identity. I've identified as a cis female most my life, and I think I still do. But I'm okay with all pronouns being used for me, and in fact I kind of like being flexible with my pronouns. Recently I've been thinking, and bear with me because it's hard to put into words. I think I identify better with what other people experience me as. Because if someone views me as a man or gender fluid, that's kind of how I identify, but if another person sees me as a female or non-binary, that's how I still identify. Like, I prefer going by what others see in me. Is that bad or wrong at all?

Verse 1: Gambling 
With my life
Went all in
Pay the price
When I’m looking
Into a snake’s eyes
On the first try 
On the first try

Pre Chorus: Give in 
Again
To temptation 
I’ll say again
That it’s different
That don’t mean shit

Chorus: Give me something new
To wish for
Tired of walking
Into closed doors
I keep betting on you
But what’s it all for?
Yeah what’s it all for?

Verse 2: Royal flush
On my cheeks
Make me blush
You’re so sweet
I should’ve bet
That you’d lie to me
I didn’t see
I didn’t see

Pre Chorus: Give in 
Again
To temptation 
I’ll say again
That it’s different
That don’t mean shit

Chorus: Give me something new
To wish for
Tired of walking
Into closed doors
I keep betting on you
But what’s it all for?
Yeah what’s it all for?

Bridge: Vices
Dyin’
Take the dice
Away from me
I’m left
Cryin’
Addicted to 
A fantasy
Keep going at it
Like a slot machine

Pre Chorus: Give in 
Again
To temptation 
I’ll say
That it’s different
Don’t mean shit

Chorus: Give me something new
To wish for
Tired of walking
Into closed doors
I keep betting on you
But what’s it all for?
Yeah what’s it all for?

End: Just want 
Something safe
To bet on
In debt
When I count
All my loss
I need to stop
But I don't want to
I know I lost
But I still want you

Verse 1: Gambling 
With my life
Went all in
Pay the price
When I’m looking
Into a snake’s eyes
On the first try 
On the first try

Pre Chorus: Give in 
Again
To temptation 
I’ll say again
That it’s different
That don’t mean shit

Chorus: Give me something new
To wish for
Tired of walking
Into closed doors
I keep betting on you
But what’s it all for?
Yeah what’s it all for?

Verse 2: Royal flush
On my cheeks
Make me blush
You’re so sweet
I should’ve bet
That you’d lie to me
I didn’t see
I didn’t see

Pre Chorus: Give in 
Again
To temptation 
I’ll say again
That it’s different
That don’t mean shit

Chorus: Give me something new
To wish for
Tired of walking
Into closed doors
I keep betting on you
But what’s it all for?
Yeah what’s it all for?

Bridge: Vices
Dyin’
Take the dice
Away from me
I’m left
Cryin’
Addicted to 
A fantasy
Keep going at it
Like a slot machine

Pre Chorus: Give in 
Again
To temptation 
I’ll say
That it’s different
Don’t mean shit

Chorus: Give me something new
To wish for
Tired of walking
Into closed doors
I keep betting on you
But what’s it all for?
Yeah what’s it all for?

End: Just want 
Something safe
To bet on
In debt
When I count
All my loss
I need to stop
But I don't want to
I know I lost
But I still want you

Verse 1: I see her
In the mirror
Sin and fear
Eating her alive
Praying for protection
Won’t be resurrected
Is that fine? 

Pre chorus: They say
You know where you’re going
I do 
Still I don’t wanna know it

Chorus: You have opal eyes
I wish I did too 
They call you blind
But you still saw it through
Don’t wanna see my smile
Because the world is cruel
So I’ll cut it out
And I’ll be blind like you

Verse 2: I can’t sleep
I’m still worried
Up at night
Trying to fight it
Praying for protection
Pray for no detection
Still hiding

Pre chorus: They say
You know where you’re going
I do 
Still I don’t wanna know it

Chorus: You have opal eyes
I wish I did too 
They call you blind
But you still saw it through
Don’t wanna see my cryin’
Because the world is cruel
So I’ll cut it out
And I’ll be blind like you

Bridge: Pray oh
Holy ghost
You can say no
But please don’t go
I know they’ll all go
But you won’t ghost
You made me so
And you love me whole

Pre chorus: They say
You know where you’re going
I don’t
That’s not yours to tell
And you know it

Chorus: I have opal eyes
Bright and rainbow hues
They call me blind
But I still saw it through
I see refracted light
A promise and a truth
I’ll love wholly now
And I’ll be fine like you

Verse 1: They add another chemical
Like sad is something physical
Am I too emotional for you? 

Pre Chorus: Am I being irresponsible
Because I poured out
The whole damn bottle
And now

Chorus: I’m off my anti depressants
Yeah no I don’t regret it 
Sorry I’m done repressin’
Compartmentalizin’ 
Compressin’
Feeling better undressing
All of the wounds 
And expressions
So let me off my 
Anti-antidepressants
Depressants

Verse 2: Too tired to get out of bed
‘Lazy’ when I’m off my meds
Am I just that crazy to you?

Pre chorus: I’m so damn irresponsible
I poured out 
The whole damn bottle
And now

Chorus: I’m off my anti depressants
Yeah no I don’t regret it 
Sorry I’m done repressin’
Compartmentalizin’ 
Compressin’
Feeling better undressing
All of the wounds 
And expressions
So let me off my 
Anti-antidepressants
Depressants

Bridge: So let me go
So let me cope
I’m not hating
Or shaming 
Those who need ‘em
But I don’t

Pre chorus: Am I being irresponsible
Because I poured out
The whole damn bottle
Oh no