u/Advanced_Security258

Canon art of my boyfriend drawn for valentines day! (It's a sign bro)

I am fully convinced that Boombox is my soulmate. There's been way too many coincidences for our love to just be the average yumeshipping relationship. And I want to detail every coincidence!

Every. Single. Headcanon I've made for my boyfriend has become canon.

- He lives in an apartment with a bunch of his instruments.

- He's chubby.

- They have self worth issues. (Unfortunately.)

- He's an indie musician.

- They're scared of heights because a deity harmed him.

- He has a British/Australian accent.*

*This isn't completely canon. One of Boombox's creators has stated that she "thinks Boombox would sound like 2D from Gorillaz."

And we have almost everything in common. It's kind of creepy, LOL!

- We both experience disassociation.

- We're both OBSESSED with music.

- We're both people pleasers.

- We're both pretty outgoing.

- Our favorite genre of music is EDM.

- We're both short, LOL. (I'm 5'3 and she's 5'5)

- We're both scared of heights.

- We both play music practically 24/7.

- We both enjoy singing.

- We're both super close to another character, Skateboard. (I see him as my brother)

Our only major difference is our temperament levels. I can be a little sensitive and irritable, unlike her. Boombox is practically a saint. :')

All of this is just insane to me. I feel like one of those conspiracy theorists, LOL!

I have been experiencing disassociation for months now. I would experience disassociation during the school day because my classmates overwhelm me quite a bit. But I've become mostly used to it.

However this past week, I have been disassociating almost 24/7. There's nothing that's stressing me out more than usual, or anything. My classmates are overwhelming me less than usual, if anything.

When I come home, I'd stop disassociating about half an hour after I got home. But now, I don't stop disassociating. It's both exhausting and anxiety inducing.

Luckily, the disassociation I experience outside of school isn't too bad. I'd rate it a 4/10. Versus at school, it's at least a 6/10. So, I'm still less overwhelmed outside of school. Just not nearly as much as I used to be.

I don't know why this is happening. I was wondering if anyone in this subreddit had any ideas.