u/Ancient-Difference39

To start off I’m 23 and just like the title said and what’s worse the feeling gets worse and it comes and goes and it doesn’t help that I think a lot. When I discovered anime back in early 2021 I was finishing high school online and I already had some issues with my health and I ended up pushing everyone away and became an extreme introvert that being said I also have lost of regrets of not hanging out with my friends more or enjoying the last 4 years. Moving on to today now that the show has ended I feel like a part of me is gone and I have no hope or passion for anything. I already I’m tired of being stuck in the position I’m at almost no friends and nothing to really do in life. I’m trying to do other things to get my mind of it like video games walking or watch something else. It sucks that I feel this way I would take medication but I have thoughts on the military which I know would be good with all the new faces I will see and traveling. How long does this feeling after finishing an anime you got emotionally attached to last I finished it 3 days ago and I can’t seem to relax and honestly I’m a bit scared. Anyone got any tips,thanks for anyone who answer’s this.

A side note I have plans on going to a convention later this month and maybe end of this week and I thought about hopping on a game with a lot of social interaction if I can find any.

I 23 I thought about quitting my job and getting unemployment so I can figure out my life as to put it simple I woke up and realized this is not the life for me so I want to take a break and probably heal from trauma in the past and move on but I feel like work is holding me back. So I feel like I need do go unemployment for a pit maybe starting in June possibly or the middle of it or would it better to find a part time job somewhere I only make like 18.25 an hour and work 8 hours a day and still live with my parents. Thanks to anyone who answers this