Hello dears 💋
Here to find some friends, ofcourse progressive and open minded people 😏. English is my 3rd language so if i make any mistake just ignore it as you ignore your diet plan.😪 i am a female ( a lesbian) but open to make friends from any country, any age, any gender. I am 19 years old ( maybe cause i am bad at math) and yeah lets just talk
I always questioned myself why do i even exist in a point, and no don't give any biological logic
Like why!? Why do i exist lol 😂 i feel i was not meant to be here. Always a strange feeling going on sometimes it's too intense i feel very disconnected so i stopped asking. As much as i ask i get more stressed so i try to make myself busy and not think about it anymore, But come on am i the only one? I really wanna know. And I'm very new here i literally don't know how reddit works so if i post a random community just takes it as a mistake from my side but I'm trying okay!!!! I'm trying 🤭🫶... So i wanna know if i truly need to talk about it with someone who is older than me or not but genuinely i find it awkward to share face to face 😞🤌
So basically from my teenage time i started to feel a pull toward women. When i opened tv i always watched song channels where you know there are songs mostly and in most songs women used to dance and be a big part of the song ( I'm talking about Bollywood songs although I'm not indian or neither live in india) i was amazed by the beauty of those women, i could feel the tension all over my body by seeing them. But i thought everyone felt the same. Both men and women love women. Because the culture taught us the term " save face " so i never had the courage to talk about my feelings and i didn’t have the permission to use the phone so i couldn’t even Research anything online about it. Time passed. Then when i was like 16-17 a daughter of my dad's friend came to our house. She was older than me. So all agreed that she will stay in our house cause of her academic reasons. The high school was in our town and after 4-5 months her parents will manage to move, they couldn’t do it right away cause of their jobs. (Sorry if I make any mistakes, English is my 3rd language). So we used to share the same bedroom but with a different bed. She was so warm and nice. We had a great bond and then gradually things moved more intensely. I had my first kiss and yes it was tough when she had to return to her parents both of us were sad but we couldn’t say anything. We Didn't know what the dynamic was called or there was a label as " lesbian " all we knew that we love each other. After i turned 18,my parents gifted me my first phone ever. Then when i researched my things, I understood that I'm not alone like this, but i also knew that it is strictly criminalized where i live. So I'm now far from dating, and being closet, i hope one day i can break through it and get my life i want
I'm a young woman currently building my career. I always wanted and still want to have a stay home husband/ dad. Although I'm not looking for any right now but i will once things get stable financially from my side. But most traditional minded people feel like I'm forcing them to fit into my box when i just want a man who is progressive and will choose me by his own choice. But I'm very concerned that it's not easy to find. I really couldn’t find more explained videos online about it. But genuinely i wanna know and ask the men what they think about this dynamic of a relationship and would they like to be one? And what could be the reasons if your answer is " yes or no"