Today is the day I stop with maladaptive dreaming
I am starting to notice that the only thing that is stopping me from achieving the things I want is the dreaming. I am going to start treating my dreams into ideas. For example, I want a job, I am going to apply for it and keep applying to similar positions. I am no longer going to live in my head. Every positive dream will be fulfilled one by one. I will get married, I will travel, I will get my dream job, I will start my business, I will grow my social circle and I will win. I will start living in the present because nothing will ever change unless I change within myself. I am so tired of pretending like I have the stuff that I always wanted or that somehow magically it will happened. The only true barrier between achieving my dreams with my reality is that I am comfortable living in a made up dream world and it will only stop once I start to live in the moment.
It’s about time things change around here and I am going to change by letting go of something I have dealt with and lived with for so long. I know it’s not going to be easy and I know I will be letting go of a version of myself I created, but the only way to become the person I want to be is to let go of the maladaptive daydreaming.