u/Argosian-Hound

My mom kinda homeless 😭😭😭

Art by StupidTwink

Rice, green lentils, carrots, onion and garlic. Used curry spice, soy sauce, chicken broth, and rosemary in it too. All done in rice cooker.

No pink DS in pic this time, haven't used it in a while.

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I moved to a rented room 3 weeks ago, and the first two weeks were hard. I was crying daily and was scared of everything, going from living with a friend's family to total strangers felt genuinely horrible, and i was grasping at straws just to try and see my friends as much as possible even if it wasn't as feasible as I wanted it to be; I could be fine around them, but the moment I knew I could be back in the room I could shut down and dissociate.

It turns out I have huge abandonment issues due to trauma, and putting the brunt of it in my few friends was unhealthy and uncalled for. Its gotten better now, partly thanks to me participating more in a queer social group that one of my friends introduced me to, and partly thanks to just getting used to my surroundings. Im planning to go to therapy eventually, and once I get a job I'll get on T asap, which also helps a lot.

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Im happy and that matters :]

Utah wild for this

Messy, barely comprehensive art about feeling both repulsive and particularly hurtable

First post here! Yay! Im leaning towards accessories more than full pieces of clothing because of the bright color scheme, sadly i lean much more towards more neutral tones when it comes to dressing (although it could be nice to experiment...) perhaps ill go with star pins as a start??? I still don't know unu

It's a really small space, hence the loft bed. However I did not calculate the height and its a bit tight. I spend 50 bucks on it tho so fuck it.

I'll get a table and perhaps a chair soon. Maybe a clothes rack too. Any ideas are very appreciated

Friend's mom is also helping me look into what in the fuck is going on with my credit (if I have any) and I've been looking for a job (its so hard tho. But ill persevere). She's very kind to me and so is friend and her family... I am blessed to know them, couldn't have made it without both theirs and my boy's support.

Friend's mom cooked the noodle soup. Made the broth from a turkey carcass and all that.

Also I recently completed my Pokemon Crystal run and I wanted to show it off haha, hope that's ok with yall :3

Currently about to fight Morty in a bit, this is my team:

- PIPIS the lvl20 Croconaw

- PUPPY the lvl20 Growlithe

- FUCKER the lvl14 Bellsprout

- ROCKY the lvl23 Geodude

- POKER FACE the lvl20 Kadabra

- (SIR) LUCK-O-LOT the lvl13 Shiny Cleffa

Wish me luck. I'm confident ROCKY can sweep Morty but I'll try to get him to 25 just in case

Apologies in advance for the incel-coded title. I just need to vent a bit and it isn't very Chad-maxxing of me

This past month I left my hometown to go live with a friend several states away, didn't tell my family beforehand because I was basically running away from them. It's been good, friend's family has been very hospitable (i went to friend's mom's wedding. Her now husband is a silly guy and wonderfully strange) and they love me a lot.

My hair stopped falling as much, I don't have near constant suicidal thoughts anymore, and my mental health has been very manageable since I got there.

I still have a chronic jaw issue due to the stress though, and I can't eat anything harder than a few slices of beef jerky without making my mouth go "out of commission" for the rest of the day, so that sucks. But otherwise I've never been better. I struck a deal for a private room and I'm looking for a job now, but everything seems so much more manageable? I don't want to die now, I may start T soon and I want to begin it all.

And yet, at night I want nothing but to talk to my mom. Yes she fucking sucked, and she took my abusive father's side over me and pushed me back into the closet multiple times, and I tried so hard to have her be A part of my life and it never worked jus made things worse for me. But I miss her, and I miss hugging her and talking to her, even if it ended bad when she had a rough day and only had me to scream at.

I miss my mom, I want to hug her :(

Thanks for reading. I love you.

Mind you, I just logged on and the very first mii employee is ALSO my mii Chickenman (I made him in like middle school on the 3DS and he’s become a recurring character in all Mii related games). Freaking weirdo!