Like I'm existing in a haze. Days roll into a blur. Like I'm performing, playing a part.
I don't like pretending. But if I don't, I'll be alone.
I'd love to be on the beach, in a park, forest, mountains or whatever.
The birds singing their music.
Talking with someone. No expectations, just talk. Serious, silly, mind bending stuff.
Until then I stay numb. My edges blunted. Oh, how I long for whimsy.
So you'd wear a piece of jewelery within your hand's reach at all times. And when you press a little button a siren will go off and a voice would say "stranger! I don't know you, leave me alone!!"
Like it would be really loud and obvious when it goes off.
Life is hard enough as it is so let's make it more interesting.
I have seen 19 winters. The birds are gosipping outside again. I'm pretty sure mother nature is on her period again. She has been acting odd of late. What's you're little bit of whimsy to add to the cauldron?
Life is hard enough as it is so let's make it more interesting.
I have seen 19 winters. The birds are gosipping outside again. I'm pretty sure mother nature is on her period again. She has been acting odd of late. What's you're little bit of whimsy to add to the cauldron?
It's so endearing when people make the efert of putting things into braille for me. It just makes me respect them a whole lot more.
It's not the easiest thing to learn as a beginner so that's even more amazing. It makes it more personal I feel.
It was Michael Gambon. It happened with someone else but I can't remember who.
For me, Molitva done metal would be amazing, then Alice from this year but angrier and Per Sempre Sí done opera would sound nice too. There's so many other songs I think would work in different styles/genres but I want to hear from you guys to see what you think would work.
P.S. I'm not just talking winners either. :)
For me, Molitva done metal would be amazing, then Alice from this year but angrier and Per Sempre Sí done opera would sound nice too. There's so many other songs I think would work in different styles/genres but I want to hear from you guys to see what you think would work.
P.S. I'm not just talking winners either. :)
They take me to the best places. Then I wake up just to realise I'm still stuck and alone.
It's like my brain is mocking me for wanting happiness, whatever it may be.
Like nature is so damn amazing. The birds can make so many different sounds. The plants grow and die like clockwork. Trees stand in the same place for centuries ... it's all just so great.
Then I watch a really good movie, eat good snacks, listen to a good audiobook or piece of music.
It's all part of a work of art that's just existing.
According to you
I have a little keyboard from the 80s. Someone was getting rid of some instruments and I thought I might as well take it.
The first song on it is Together Forever by Rick Astley, which until I got the keyboard was the first time I ever heard the song.
It's like having a piece of the past from a time well before I was born.
Does anyone else have something old but treasured?
Hello stranger,
I hope this string of thoughts finds you well. And now I'll stop talking like I'm about to deliver bad news.
To all who may read this I hope things go ok today for you.
If you want to talk about something crazy, mind bending, boring or whatever hit me up.
P.s. I'm so sleepy byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!! Love you all! :)
The kind where I can trust someone. Where I can let my guard down and relax.
Walking in the sun and having a nice chat about nothing and everything. The serious to my silly.
That would be wonderful! I hope I'm lucky enough to come across someone like that some day.
For now I'll just keep walking in the sun and listening to the birds sing.
On Thursday I went to see the movie Obsession. I had a vague idea of what it was about before going in.
I will say, there will be spoilers incoming and a trigger warning for you all.
So there's this guy Bear, who's awkward and obsessed with this girl Nikki. He uses this one wish willow to wish that Nikki would love him "above everything else in the world."
Bear strips Nikki of her autonomy. She's so fixated on him that she soils herself for him. Bear uses her against her will. And no she does not like it. The real Nikki comes through at some point and asks Bear to kill her. Bear ignores her and asks if loving him is that bad?
She does not want this.!!! She fights the whole movie to break free but she can't. And Bear does not care how she feels.
He calls the one wish willow company and asks if he can alter his wish. Not cancel, not redact, alter.
And when talking to their friends Bear acts like he has know idea what's going on with Nikki. He takes no accountibility for his actions whatsoever.
I feel like everyone I know who's seen the movie is under reacting.
Yes it's crazy and Nikki is crazy but she's not in control.
I'm tired of all the depictions of women being controled by men. Yeah it's a horror movie. But it's deeper than that.
I hope I'm not the only one who feels this way.