u/BachkandBilli

Apne life ka batao

same

I feel like most of the bad decisions and negative things happened to me post my moms death. I feel like my father is the worst worst husband ever. I live with him I am attached but I don't really like him at all, All that DV abuse stupidity made me resent him A LOT plus he was always absent He never cared for me and my sister as a single parent he was literally living like a a single dude, the only one thing he did was getting my sister married and investing in her dowry.

My sister is my second mother tbh and it breaks my heart seeing her with a stupid and ugly man, I don't really want to marry his choice ever.

I also feel like all the older man bs that goes on in my mind is because of this.

In past few years I have only seen people around me grow and their insta feed just kills something in me. I feel left behind specially given how I was the golden child ( thats such a scam). I see the girls who are doing it all they have friends, look stunning got into top colleges got into foreign uni's and are living the life, travelling from their own money.

I really wonder where I went wrong? I don't hate anyone I don't wish any harm but wtf did I do to go through this?? I just see people who were far behind me doing so much better. I am so much behind and no matter what I do I don't know if I can be at that level ever. Specially when someone form close relatives achieves something idk I don't want to feel like this, I am not a bad person I swear I don't wish any harm.

batao

Women who are very dedicated to study please share tips.

And why do you guys shit on us so much nhi hua JEE theek hai marr jaaye kya??

edit:- Abe main gagotiya se nhi hoon I am from VIT

I am an 18 year old college fresher and want to leave India for a better place, my father wants me to settle abroad too cause according to him India is too poor and corrupt but my reason is sexual freedom ( I don't care what you say in comments I do not plan on getting married ever nor do I have any pressure) I feel India is unsafe for single women who don't want to get married both socially and otherwise.

I am good at coding, I don't really want to do masters but if it is a better route for leaving India I would do that too. I have no guidance no one is my family or extended relatives have ever been out of India, when I talk about it to my cousins they say " sarkari naukri karo" bruhh. As if its worth it.

Edit:- All the people telling me you have sexual freedom here NO I DON'T Indian men judge the same women they sleep with so I am not touching someone like that.

I really want to explore. I don't want anything serious I have never dated in my life never even had a guy friend. Now that I am going to college in a tier 2 city which you can say is developed not like mumbai or delhi but is still good enough. I want to have casual stuff ( no moral policing in comments I don't really care). How do you do it without ever giving any digital evidence or anything that can be a problem in future??

Pata hai aaj kya hua

My cousin who is 5 years older to me is constantly sending me stuff that is more couple like reels of cousin dramas and stuff about religion X.

For context we are from a religion and community where we don't even marry in same gotra and surname forget cousins not even in the same village.

He went out to study in dubai and has good job now but constantly tells everyone how he is not interested in Y religion but more interested in X religion and is basically planning to convert, I never really had a problem cause I am personally non religious. I started talking to him after I made my insta account. we use to talk about career but slowly he started giving me heart heart heart on stories tagging me and calling me pretty and stuff, recently he has started to joke about sec suc stuff to me and sends me those cringe cousin drama reels. I am sick of it. I just want to block him but his mother is kind of an ass she will blame me and it will be a huge mess.

22 year old madhu was dsolved (can not use the word) by her husband and his gf after marriage and her in laws said she ran away but than her resedue was found and thi sis recent just like ketan but I do not see a single reel.

And its funny how when I asked a dude in comments he said where is proof ( obviously what was I expecting lol) I just want to know why is there no outrage for female victims???? that are wayyyyy more in number.

22 year old madhu was dsolved (can not use the word) by her husband and his gf after marriage and her in laws said she ran away but than her resedue was found and thi sis recent just like ketan but I do not see a single reel.

And its funny how when I asked a dude in comments he said where is proof ( obviously what was I expecting lol) I just want to know why is there no outrage for female victims???? that are wayyyyy more in number.

EDIT-- MEN DOWNVOTING MY POST LOL