u/Background-Bell-1276

I'm an 18 year old and I feel like it's already too late for me to get into this world (despite me considering myself an aspiring member of the community since I was 15). I'm basically in a situation of "it's now or never" and I'm conflicted. Should I go on and tell everyone how I feel or just accept my fate as an aspiring femboy that will never be able to come out before the infamous "twink death"? Please help.