u/Big_dogo_harles

He has fallen down the whole rabbit whole and is openly one, as was I but I was 12 I don't know how a fully grown man falls for this. When he tries to debate me he will make fun of me for having read books and tell me that pretty much no source is accurate and when I ask him for one he says he will get one and never does, it is very frustrating and I am at a disadvantage because I have to get real arguments and he just has to make stuff up. It is pretty much all he talks about and is getting hard to be around.

I am 16, very good in school but almost non-verbal. I have grown up not being allowed outside and constantly going from house to house as my father has been in and out of prison, my Mother has moved house countless times and they have fought numerous court battles over me. They are both happy to make fun of me for being strange and not speaking but despite the wishes of my teachers all throughout my life have never gotten me tested for anything. I have never had friends, never gone out, never had a girlfriend, never a breakup and I have done nothing, all life is for me is waking up and completing tasks then sleeping, their is no other aspect, so why do this? I would like to do all these things, I would like to share my interests and have someone enjoy speaking too me. My family is uneducated and we are poor, I have been fixtated on politics and history and enjoy reading classics and philosophy, they for some reason regard my interests as an insult to them and I think people my age would find me pretentious. I just want to know what its like to do anything or talk to someone.

I am 16, very good in school but almost non-verbal. I have grown up not being allowed outside and constantly going from house to house as my father has been in and out of prison, my Mother has moved house countless times and they have fought numerous court battles over me. They are both happy to make fun of me for being strange and not speaking but despite the wishes of my teachers all throughout my life have never gotten me tested for anything. I have never had friends, never gone out, never had a girlfriend, never a breakup and I have done nothing, all life is for me is waking up and completing tasks then sleeping, their is no other aspect, so why do this? I would like to do all these things, I would like to share my interests and have someone enjoy speaking too me. My family is uneducated and we are poor, I have been fixtated on politics and history and enjoy reading classics and philosophy, they for some reason regard my interests as an insult to them and I think people my age would find me pretentious. I just want to know what its like to do anything or talk to someone.

Bordiga Lasagnapill

I can have something in my head, and describe it so intrinsically and in depth but not be able to name it

I am about to read imperialism the highest stage of capitalism and I am wondering if its alright to just read it or of I should be reading, highlighting, summarising every chapter etc

I'm trying to get radek, I've gotten molotov and done everything asked, making him more opposed when I cab but its just not happening, any idea when this happens?

I have done what the path guide said but I am not getting the event communist agitation and its been a long time I've been loitering in the civil war when I could end it at any point

Generally, Kaiserredux has many of the same people and atmosphere of the Russian Revolution but I was wondering if their were any flavourful mods taking place during the Russian Revolution. I'm aware of the great war but I am not interested in playing as the Russian Empire for 8 years before the revolution starts.

I am from Scotland, and I am working class, everyone around me, everywhere I go is far right at very least and in support of terrible things, what am I to do, it feels they are all making a target list and that something terrible is coming to us

I had read in the Communist manifesto the description that the bourgeoisie and that system of organisation had achieved all it's success and was now a "sorcerer, who is no longer able to control the powers of the nether whom he has called up by his spells", but this was written in the mid 1800s and it is now 2026, that description would seem to imply that it was about to end even back then and capitalism was already on its way out and any defense of it was a waste of effort, but although it is deeply flawed it is still around - and on a much larger scale - than when the Communist manifesto was written.

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For context, I am from the UK and from a very poor, working class background. I am very interested in the social sciences/humanities and spend my time reading, I done well in school and I am now going go college for social sciences then University. My family are very dissaproving of this, they will ask me how it will help me get a job and essentially call it all useless, they both regard me as thinking that I am above them and as being below them for not pursuing the trades, my teachers heavily encourage me to pursue my interests into higher education but I can't help but wonder if they are right. If this will not get me a good job and income, am I really from a background where I should just do these things to pursue my passions? Is it worth the constant disapproval?