u/Bitter-Tension-4301

The hardest part is thinking you’re gonna die sad , that this somewhat ever lasting feeling is never going to end and if that’s true then that means everything that was said was true.

My eyes burn from crying I just want to be at ease from my self inflicted pain, I wanna sleep and never wake up I feel like iv been reaching my hands out to something that’s just so so far away and I feel so deprived everyday I’m surviving just to get through the day even though I’m doing all I can I’m still the same person still in the same spot .

I wanna believe I wanna have faith I wanna hope I want to..

I’m capable of a lot of things I shouldn’t, I ended up hurting everyone, destroying everything in my path, sometimes I wish I could leave this body, I am one but I feel like two, I already died multiple times in this life and only one can redeem me because this time I’m on my last .

Everyone take care of yourself love life love yourself, love others, and love God.🫰🏽❤️✨

Iv been killed many times in this life, im surprised im still breathing and my heart still beating I write this while riding the bus home listening to futile devices.

I hope you never feel this way I did in this life it’s a pain a torture everyday I would like to describe myself as three the mute,observer,and then the one actually in this reality, my feet kinda hurts right now I have the music blasting in my ears but it’s not loud enough.. I did a great job not binging today well the day isn’t over yet so I hope I can succeed at that , I don’t know where I’m going with this but just take care of yourself be yourself and enjoy your youth be so beautiful and never let anyone take that from you be a child and enjoy life .

* turns on futile devices instrumental *

Everything that I have ever wanted started to pain me, I don’t think any of it is worth it whatever happens is going to happen who am I change anything I’m just going to sit here and let things be I really don’t care what happens anymore rather it’s life or death I’m not even apart of it .

Can’t believe whole Foods got the nerve to have Whole in the title. Nothing about Whole Foods is Whole especially when it comes to leadership and management. So corrupt

I’m looking for a home based personal nail tech I’m located in Uniondale

Is there anything I can do about a certain person for talking about me when I leave from work and other team members are hearing it telling me, I was supposed to be getting trained by this person yet when I’m around them they blab their mouth off about everything and everyone it’s sad but it’s coming back to me and I don’t like it I just became team trainer and my manager is not they’re manager . But this is annoying

Is discharge supposed to change when I’m about to get my period ? Maybe yellow ish ? And a little excess ?

When there is no answer to why someone has lost their selves the room goes quiet no one dares to speak. All anyone could do is stare at each other with grief behind their eyes.

What is there to tell the family of the lost one? The question is how didn’t they know? may this be guilt or just grief?

Sometimes there’s not a reason for why.. it just is.

They were once children, children who had to eventually grow up in this world we cannot pick and choose who we are willing to help. We just helped them. They were once babies born differently just like the rest of us, but why do they have to be casted out? why does anyone have to be casted out? We did this we’ve done this. We’ve made the world like this. I wish there was a turning back, but that’s not how it works.

~they were once children ❤️‍🩹.