u/BothInternet3186

The travesty of my life is no matter how hard I try something fucks me up. I dealt with autism, abusive parents, bullying, and social isolation for so long yet pushed through. My cousin killed himself when I was 16 and I blame myself for not being there that night. He was the only one who treated me as an equal. My social skills afterwards were non existent and the mask I tried to build for so long shattered into a million pieces. I never had the choice to hang out with friends because no one wanted to be my friend. I never got to go to prom. Never had a kiss or a girlfriend. Never got to feel included. I never even had a choice.

Im 18 and I want to buy a PSA AR15 with a 13.7 inch barrel and a suppressor. Is this legal here? Also how can I buy one with an HBAR? Im trying to make something that looks like a KAC ks1 with an LPVO. Also, is it hard to get 30 round mags if ure from MD and go out of state? Ive seen people complain about them getting rejected from buying them.

It's so hard to socialize. Im 19 and connection is hard for me. Autism and adhd have gotten in my way for a while. For the first time in my life, I was invited to a party. Unfortunately I will be busy shadowing a doctor abroad. Im really bummed out. I am mutual friends with this guy so chances are I won't be invited to a party again. It often feels like I am an outsider looking in. I see my younger brother and others around me gaining these experiences and can't help but feel a deep seated hatred for myself. Im at the point where I just want to isolate from everyone. Ive heard the shit people saw behind my back. How awkward I am. How different I am. Ive missed so many experiences in my youth. Never had a friend group. Never had a girlfriend. Never had a kiss. Never went to prom. Ive missed out on so much, and my heart aches for the experiences that have passed.

how much better is the quality on a pre nx boden vs the stuff they put out today? I had a metal nx 6 and it literally fell apart a month after getting it.

there is an original boden pre nx with a beautiful birdseye maple neck in a natural finish near me and I am tempted to buy it, however my inhibitions about the quality of these guitars has been putting me off.

I’m looking for a versatile guitar that can get the job done for various genres. Also a guitar that is light and not like 10 pounds. I had a full thickness les paul and hated how thick it was. This guitar needs to coil split as well and sound good for many genres.

I had a boden metal 6 nx and the quality was frankly terrible. The stickers on the front with the logo fell off, output jack kept coming loose, and fine tuner broke after a few months. I ended up selling it to guitar center for 1000$. I was that disappointed. The question is why is the price so high for an instrument with such poor quality? It’s 2000$ and made in indonesia. Why not make these in Japan or Korea instead? It feels like strandbergs reputation has gone down the tank as of recent. Very disappointed in ola strandberg and the direction he took with the company. I am buying a pre nx boden original used which seems to be of much higher quality. Would not buy these guitars brand new when I can buy used.

Were they discontinued? I was looking forward to buying one.

The dream started at my grandmas house. I was hanging out with my cousin who committed suicide. We were communicating without words almost by thought. Then at some point we both knew something important was about to happen, so we went to the basement.  I started to feel dizzy so I sat down somewhere. He sat beside me. My consciousness then left my "body". This must have been impending event.  Lots of visual snow. Knew that I was in a state between life and death. It was very comforting almost like I was inside a warm blanket. It was almost like I was part of a much larger signal or wavelength, I dont really have the words to describe. I noticed that I had much more sensory perception than just the 5 senses that I cannot describe fully with language. Felt like I was connected to a source. I also noticed that I was in an elevated state of consciousness. Fizz cleared from the center of visual sight and revealed that I was hovering above/ adjacent to the dining room table. I noticed that I had much more sensory perception than just sight. Elevated state of consciousness. Knew answers to questions I had in my head. Knew my body had died.

Then I woke up. Immediately felt confined by my body. It also felt like my mind was confined and was not able to expand like I did there. Also I never really believed in life after death, but now I have this subconscious feeling that there is a continuation of consciousness which is very odd. Also this dream felt more real than real life. Its so hard to explain with words.