u/Calm_Gur_8276

Final and Last Post:

Making final plans to give up on life this Tuesday

I just wanted to get it off my chest, before I go Tuesday.

Life is too heavy and overwhelming

I cant see any future anymore

Life is getting harder with the cost of living.

My health is beginning to suffer also.

I get no enjoyment out of life anymore.

I just feel numb and empty. I struggled with suicidal thoughts, since I was 16.

I just wish I had the courage to end my life years ago.

Monday is my final day here.

FINAL AND LAST POST:

38 Female

Im making final plans to end my life this Tuesday.

Life is becoming too heavy and overwhelming.

Life is getting harder with the cost of living and financial issues also.

I see no way forward .

I get no enjoyment out of life anymore. I just feel trapped been here. I suffered from mental health issues, since I was an teenage

I just wanted to get it off my chest , before I go.

I thought about this decison, for nearly a year and half. I dont have no motivation or dreams anymore

I just feel numb and empty.

I really feel at 37 life is really over .

I dont see a future anymore. Im at a dead end, with no way out. Monday is my final day here.

FINAL AND LAST POST:

38 Female

Im sorry, I reposted this before. I apologise, if anybody found it annoying.

I can longer see a future anymore. Im making final plans to end it, this Tuesday.

I have faced this dead end multiple times.

Life is getting harder, due to the cost of living and finanicial issues. I dont see any hope for the future.

I get no enjoynent out of life anymore. Every day is unbearable. I havs suffered from mental health issues since my early 20's.

At 38 I really feel like life is over and I cant see no way forward anymore, beyond Tuesday.

I just feel numb and empty.

Every year is getting worse

Nothing is getting better. I struggled with suicidal thoughts, since I was an teenager.

I have come to a dead end and see absoutely no way forward. Monday is my final day here.

I just wanted to get it off my chest, before I go

Final and last post:

Making final plans, to give up on life this Monday.

Sunday is my final day here.

I just wanted to get it off my chest. Before I go this Monday

Life is too overwhelning and heavy. I struggled with suicidal thoughts, since I was an teenager

Every year, is getting worse not better.

I just wish I had the courage, to end my life years ago

Life is just too heavy. I dont see any future anymore.

Life is getting harder, with the cost of living also . I get no enjoyment or happiness out of life anymore.

I just feel trapped been here. I cant see no way forward anymore.

I struggled with suicidal thoughts, since I was 16.

Every year is getting worse, not better.

I just neeeded to get it off my chest, before I go this Monday.

Sunday is my last day here.

Life is too heavy and overwhelming. I just wish I had the courage to end my life years ago . Now I'm trapped in a life I can't handle anymore.

Life is too heavy and overwhelming.i don't have the coping skills to cope with life anymore. I can't see a way forward anymore. I'm planning on hanging myself. I can't see a way out anymore. I just wanted to reach out one last time

I will be 38 next month

I can't see a future anymore. Life is too overwhelming and heavy. I can't see a way forward anymore.

I just feel trapped been here.I get no enjoyment or happiness out of life anymore. I don't see a way out anymore.

Every day is getting worse,not better.Feel like life is already over. I can't do this for another 30 or 40 years. Nothing is keeping me here anymore. I have no dreams or goals anymore.

I get no enjoyment or happiness out of life also.. I just feel trapped been here. I really don't see no way out. I just feel numb and cry everyday.. Even spending time with my family dog doesn't help. I lost interest in everything. Music or been outdoors doesn't bring me joy anymore.. My dog was the only thing that kept me going . He was like a best friend, my soul dog I just wish I gave up years ago. Fear held me back

I'm afraid of the afterlife. I don't know will I be at peace either.

I made so many mistakes and regrets. The past is all I think about. I can't even live in the present anymore. I'm.at at a dead end and see no way forward. Counselling and anti depressants. didnt work. I see this as the only solution. I suffered with suicidal thoughts since.i was 16. The last year and a half .my motivation and energy is gone.. Suicide is the only thing I think about every night. I just feel I'm at breaking point.

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Life is too overwhelming and heavy. In my late 30's. I can't see a future anymore. I just don't have the coping skills to cope with life anymore. Today is my last day here.

I get no enjoyment or happiness out of life anymore.i just find life too overwhelming and heavy everyday. I get panic attacks because I can't see a future anymore. I just don't have the coping skills to cope with life anymore. I just feel it's getting worse and not better.

At the moment I can't imagine doing this for another 30 or 40:years. I really don't think I can handle life anymore.i will be giving up soon.

Life is really too heavy and overwhelming. I'm trapped in a life I don't see a future anymore. Tomorrow Sunday is my final day here

I just find life unbearable every day.i feel trapped been here I'm planning on ending my life this Thursday I can't see no way out. I will be 38 in August.I can't imagine myself reaching 40. I lost a lot of family members to illness. also.. I just feel like life is over. The best years are gone.. I only have mistakes and regrets now.I. can't imagine been alive for another 30 or 40 years.I get no enjoyment or happiness out of life anymore. I'm not married or have no kids. I realise now I left it too late. I just see no way out but to kill myself this Thursday. I struggled with suicidal thoughts since I was in my teens.. I just feel hopeless and can't see no way forward no more. I suffered from anorexia also. At the moment I don't eat or sleep properly anymore. I just wish I had the courage to end my life years ago

I will be 38 in August. I find life too heavy and overwhelming. I'm not married or I don't have kids. I'm planning on ending my life this week. I get no enjoyment or happiness out of life anymore. I just feel trapped been here. The cost of living here in Ireland. I think is pushing me to make this decision. I can't see myself reaching 40 or doing another 30 or 40 years of this. I don't eat or sleep properly anymore. I have awful bad memories and trauma from the past also. I really can't see a way out anymore.