u/Careful_Routine_4391

I love wearing them but the summer heat is a little problem because i wear shorts and combined it looks not so good

Any tips how i can still wear the thigh highs on these hot days?

Four days ago i tried to kill myself with three cuts one at my throat and the other two on each wrist i passed out a few seconds after but someone called an ambulance maybe one of the teachers or a classmate so the paramedics rushed me to the hospital they told me i lost about 2 liters of blood and they had to give me 3 blood transfusions to save me

But i still feel the pain that i tried to hide for so long i just want to die and rest forever

For context a package for mearrived today and i was wearing a collar and some feminine clothing and my mom saw me in this outfit i blushed instandly and she just gave me the package and said nothing but the good thing is she already knows that i'm a femboy

last week i tried to end this nightmare but i ended up in the ER because i lost a lot of blood and the medications arent helping my arms are covered in bandages and scars