u/Chance_Armadillo4578

My parents allow me to go to my friend's house, go out with them. But not to cinema theatre, malls etc. My parents are literally very anxious ppl. oru amusement park ilu idhvare poytilla. Like wonderla. School trip ilu poy but i didn't enjoy even a single ride, oru ride polum keriyilla. My mind keeps telling me and make me anxious telling eniki endhelum patum.

Now, I've no idea what to do in my career. Iniki agraham ulla course nu veed nu aduthulla college ilu kittum enn thonunilla. Veetukar hostelil vidunnum illa. They r afraid of me, they keep thinking what if anything bad would happen to me. eniki ee course nu veednu aduth kittiyilenki I'm going to lose my one year. Admission lbs through aayond nalla late aanu.

And now, I'm afraid of myself. Ottak busil povanum ottak road cross cheyanum okke I'm scared af. Ente hands okke shiver cheyyum, sweat cheyyum. Edhelum storeilu povan ariyulla. Sadhangal vangan ariyilla. I feel to much irritated.

Hi. I'm suffering from rocd for the past 2 years. In the initial stages, it was too difficult to handle. But later everything became cool. I know that i love him. Now we r in a lomg distance relationship and he's preparing for his exams. So we get barely 30 mins to talk day.

Now it feels different to me. Like i feel like i don't miss him, i dont think abt him anymore, I'm just staying in this, not missing him anymore. And it doesn't bring any kinda physical anxiety to me🥲no more crying,no more heavy chests.

Once he is back home we talk a lot, amd it goes away🥹. Idk what to do. I just wanna know that I'm not alone

this is going to be a long post.njn schoolilu padikumbo there used to be a gang of almost 5 boys. literally the worst gang everrrrr... avarde edelu sexual comedies mathre indaytullu.bhynkara jaada means bhayankkara jada aanu avarku.athile oruthan nte ex aayrn. and they used to sexually talk about me. njan onn classilu vomit cheythapolekum ivanmaru adh pregnancy aay consider cheythu. Avarde gang nte edakk talkum indakki. I fuckin hate those ppl. But avark batchilu bhayankara fame aanu. ellarkum bhayankara karyavum aanu. so njan epolelum avarod ulla deshyam express cheytha my friends would say. Ninak endhina ithrem deshyam avarod ennoke. Idk yy avark enne mansilavathe. And my ex cheated on me. Adh ee gangile ellarkum ariyayirunnu. But they remained silent. Avarku assignment ezhuthanum ella helpnum ene avishyam und. They contact me only for their needs. So my friends tell me. School kazhinjattu ithra aayille endhina ithokke manasil vekkunne enn. Now i feel angry towards them too. Ee parayunna gang teachersne sexually comment adikum. swantham parents ne vech xxx explain cheyyum. So should i forget all these???

Idh oru kunji yet beautiful love story aane... A true story....

Pand pand njan schoolilu padikunna samayath oru chekkan indayirunnu ente batchilu😌 pakshe ivan bhynkara introvert aanu... Iniki ivane ariyapolum illayirunnu. Lkg muthal 12 th vare orumich padichattum ivane paty adhyam ariyunnath 10thilu padikumbo aanu..

Angne oru june masam njangade class teacher avane ente aduth iruthi. Njan aanenki samsarikan ishtam ulla kootathil aanu.njan angne kure efforts ittu avanod samsarikan aayittu. Pakshe ivan onn rand wordsilu reply tharum. Apo iniki ivane theere ishtallayirunnu. Niki okke deshyam aayirunnu😌. karanam ente friendsnu ellarkum nalla benchmates ne kitty😌 eniki kitteeth ivanem😌 angne ivan aake ennod choikyaa "rubber undo","pencil indo", "idh edha period" ennokeyanu😌 angne 10aam class kazhinje😌 eniki ivane paty onnum ariyillayirunnu😌. Ivan oru functionsnum varilla onam celeb, christmas celeb onninum varilla😌

angne angne njngalu 11thilu aayi😌 apolum ivan ente same class aayirunne😌. Njngalk ingne oro masam teachers sthalam maatum😌 angne july masam ente benchmate aaytt kittiyath oo ivane... 😌 iniki angd ishtapetillaaaa😌 njan apo thanne aloichu ivan aarodum mindullaa eniki 10thil irunn maduthathaaa😭 ennokke aloich njan kure paranju ente friends nodu😌pakshe something magical happened.

Njngalu bhynkara kootayi😌 eniki adhyame oru spark adich😌 pakshe vendann vechu😌 angne angne njngalu kure samsarikan thudangi😌 ennum avane kanan vendi mathram ethra vayyaya indenkilum njan povan thudangi. Avanu oru vattam pani pidich leave eduthapo avanum njanum orupole kure veshamichu. Angne angne njan parayana kunji kunji agrahangal avane kond patunna pole sadhich tharan aay thudangi.

Angne 6-7 masam kazhinjapo avan enne propose cheythu🙈🙈. Njn yes paranju🙈 Angne ann thudangiya journey aanu😌 still continuing and i hope ingne thanne povatte enn❤️♾️

Any savage (respectful) replies to relatives who ask adukalelu pani eduth padik molee padikk... (Btw aavishyam aaytulla panikal eniki ariyam🥲👍)

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Heyy... My partner and I have been together for almost 2 yrs now.. We r 18 currently.. And he joined an institution for his future studies... The institution is actually strict.. Phone is allowed only 3 times a week and less than an hour... It feels heavy for me🥹 Feeling like I'm lonely afterall🥹

I'm in a relationship for abt 2 years.. Tmrw he'll join pala brilliant for his neet prep.. Idk🥹my heart feels so heavy 🥹 i can't even imagine talking for less than an hour that too on alternate days🥹 aarelum kurach positive things paranja onm helpful aavum aayirunnu🥹😭

My partner is joining pala brilliant in the coming week... I'm really tensed abt relationship... Any advices or opinions😭

I'm somebody who's having rocd... soo please ingne onnum pryllee 🥹 I'll have anxiety over it🥹

Soo this is basically a long post... Njan +1 il padikumbo i had a group of 5 ppl... Lets name them A, B, C, D, E.. soo idhilu A and B were childhood frnds.. veedu okke aduth aduth aanu... And B, C, D were frnds from almost 6th std... and this E and me were frnds from 10th... Apo ee A, B, C were overly religious ppl... Ennumm ravile palliyilu povum schoolilu vanna schoolile chapel ilum poy prarthikum.. Adhil i have no issues its their belief... Angne i had a close frnd from 9th. Lets name her as X😌... So +1 thudangiyulla first days okke we weren't that close. Angne +1 initial days il okke i fell for a boy.. And ann iniki adh parayan thonniyathum kurch trust cheyan pattiyathum B enna frnd nod aanu.. So i told her before anybody else.. And nte chekkan is a peak introvert. Avnu angne mindan onnum thalpryam illatha kootathila.. But a pure 💎.. Angne later on ee X enn prnja frndum njngade oppam aayi.. So we became a group of 7..Angne ee Byum Xyum bhynkara kootuu aayi... 12th trip poyapo literallyyy they were together always...angne oru chekkanu B nn prnja frndne propose aaki.. adh ente gangile ellarkum ariyarnu😂 like literally their fav tchr kk vare ariyarnu😂 and they would form a group and adhine paty samsarikum😂 i would feel left out.... Not once twice but kure momentil eniki feel aayi... Apo i would go to my chekkan(btw njngal set aayttoo)... I would go to him telling I'm feeling lonely iniki mindan aarulla ennokke... So he would tell sarilla njn ille enn... ninne mind cheyunnavare mind cheytha mathi ennokke....angne during 12th trip... This B and X were too much pattishow erakal... Iniki thoneeth aanonn ariyila😂.. like too muchhh.... avar thanne samsarikanu😂 so i shared this with D and A enn prnja frnd. D said she felt the same.. So njan kurch avare paty kuttam paranjayirunnu.. Because i was too much irritated at their behavior...and i know i was wrong... Pakshe i said all these things to A and D because i trusted them.. (ivde parasparam ellarum angdum ingdum kuttam paranjittund btw)angne njnum X um thammil oru vazhak aayi... and kure budhimutt okke indayi.. Now njan ente edhelum pic ayacha they would not respond.. Rand heart itta ittu😂 adhe time baaki vellordem aanenki waawww superr adipoliii nnokkeyanu😂 i don't know who feels right or wrong...any similiar experiences?

Confused whether it is rocd or not? Not feeling anxious abt it anymore but still get thoughts that i loved somebody else🥲

Heyy.. Me and my boyfriend r togthr for almost 1.5 years now.. From Dec 2024..since then for almost 6-9 months i have struggled with intrusive thoughts, crying seeking help, therapy session(which were of 0 use to me) and all behind that... We have struggled a lot and gone through all sufferings. But now I'm alright im happy and soo much peaceful and comfortable. Idk if this comes like seasons or what? Is it happening only to me?

Heyy.. Me and my boyfriend r togthr for almost 1.5 years now.. From Dec 2024..since then for almost 6-9 months i have struggled with intrusive thoughts, crying seeking help, therapy session(which were of 0 use to me) and all behind that... We have struggled a lot and gone through all sufferings. But now I'm alright im happy and soo much peaceful and comfortable. Idk if this comes like seasons or what? Is it happening only to me?

Heyy.. Me and my boyfriend r togthr for almost 1.5 years now.. From Dec 2024..since then for almost 6-9 months i have struggled with intrusive thoughts, crying seeking help, therapy session(which were of 0 use to me) and all behind that... We have struggled a lot and gone through all sufferings. But now I'm alright im happy and soo much peaceful and comfortable. Idk if this comes like seasons or what? Is it happening only to me?

Any OT students here?

Been in a relationship for almost 1?5 years So from the beginning of this relationship, i had constant doubts, fears and questions Does he really love me. Real feeling that i don't love him, he's not beautiful enough, he's toxic, i do deserve better, he deserves better, too much concerned abt his looks, his costumes, the way he sits, walks, dance every single thinggg Then i didn't knew abt such a thing called relationship ocd. But when i learned things became normal and we were norma Few days back. We had a small fightLike he told me that he doesnt like me drinkimg with boys. Actually i don't drink. I have this curiousity to know its taste. And i would only try during my last days

I really wanna talk to somebody who can help me🥹.

I wanna talk to somebody to know if this is my ocd thought or a real one🥲. Pls do dm🥹

Hiii i wanna talk to somebody... Pls do dm. 🥹

Is it only me who feels that I love somebody else. Somebody who is attractive, i feel that i don't love my partner. And i wanna love the other person. Idk y... This thought is freaking me outt!!!can somebody replyy🥹