u/CharlieE6o

Everything eveyhitbf ever thing is so tiring I cnsnot do shot it's so tiring I'm so tired

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My stomach keeps feeling full I didn't eat anything yet it feels full I need to vomit all the time to fee free from it I don't kkq why I feel so heavy and so sleepy I

i usually strave myself every half of the day on the work days, and on weekends if i eat too much i vomit. Recently i had my birthday and i had to eat a cake.

I went to the bathroom. and to the shower. I turn it off, the sound of the water is loud so i started vomiting. The sound of water was supose to mute the sound of vomiting so my parents won't hear it.

My throat is burning a little and its itching. I lost about 2 kg while vomiting. I dont know what to do.

ivre got eating disorder i think but not diagnosed anyways i always beed to vomit out like too many claroie bullshit i lost like 2 kg bcuase of it in one day bu i dootn care i jsut need to vomit it out even though my thorat is burnign as fuck i kneed to do it

it makes me calm

literal blood, i crave it badly, ive done it before, my own blood of course but i just really like taste of it i like taste of metalic things too so could make sense

idk if that means to ask someone out or if they want to becoming their partner or if its a hint thye like them idk

i'm not going to lie to you, i enjoy gossiping a lot, but myself i know i wouldn't like get treated the way i treat others. I love to gossip a lot, it's like a hobby. I love to hear people gossip, know the most rumours, i sometimes even listen to the people's conversation just to get some gossip. i dont care if its true or not, i just want to gossip. Gossiping just brings me so much joy, its hard to stop, one of my gossiping bad habits is that i like to gossip with everybody, anyone, and even sometimes i gossip about person i even gossiped with! I talk a lot behind peoples back, how do i STOP? i tried to feel bad and imagine how would I FEEL if someone would do that to me, i tried to guilt trip myself too, it doesn't work at all, i know i would feel horrible if someone done that to me but i cannot really...... like????? care enough about it??? as long its not happening to me??? and its not gossip about specific people i GOSSIP ABOUT EVERYBODY, even strangers. how do i STOP?

when i cry or break down of any kind..... or feel too much.......... i just bursst into lauughter????? i know it suonds egdy as FUCK but i genuinly do, i dont know why i laugh in first place, i just do? this have happened mutliple times for me i think i still have vidoe of it because i decided to record it once, it have happened even when i was about.... 10 or12 ???? or sum???

i dont know how to desrcibe it but like it didnt feel like i was laughing but somethign wsasd laughing through me like other person like i myself didnt mean to laugh at all it just did, for some context iu also have horrible and repetive truama historyt andim unstable.. im also neurogivent...

i jsyut really seek answers??? any ideas why,??? if yes pls pls pls pls pls explain it if u can ,. .,,

hi i recently got a. pretty deep cut i think??? but i need help

from the wound few bubbles came out, you could pop them, and thye made a popping sound, it splrared a little bit og bllood...... after a while thebubbles stop coming out and instead there was like white-ish and yellow-ish liquid coming out of it

any advice??? itr was on disinfeacted only cleaned but it was accidently opened again whie cleaned and it had a plaster but for short itime

whgat does it mean ??? it didnt hurt though

also if anybody can explain it for me id love to hear it !!!!

also i do aknowlegde everyone has other way of loving and showing love but i still cant tell a diffrence.........