Piper has been thinking about things lately
Your thoughts?
Your thoughts?
I’ll keep it private as much as I can but I just desperately need to escape my family before they cause me to get into a suicidal episode. They’re toxic and I just can’t take it anymore. I want to leave but I don’t have the money and a part of me thinks I’ll never make it out on my own. So just I need a program that can help me escape. I am begging anyone to help me. I’m tired of feeling so trapped and hopeless. Please.
Unfortunately, I can’t add multiple tags. I’d also add “need support” but I can’t so I went ahead and said it now.
I guess I also really just need to vent. It started ever since I was in elementary school. I found eating incredibly difficult and always struggled mentally. Pairing that with my ADHD made it a real struggle. And overtime it just continued to get worse. I now do it both on purpose and sometimes I simply just forget. Like today I ate nothing and it’s 8pm now. On average I am lucky to eat one meal a day.
I have noticed how this behavior has affected me drastically. I am always so skinny which is one of the noticeable symptoms I have. The next time ones include just slowly losing basic intelligence. I noticed I struggle a lot more than I did before with basic understanding of somethings. I also am constantly tired. And recently and most alarming, I had a seizure. I know what caused it and maybe it’s a warning sign. But even after all of this I still find eating incredibly difficult. I just don’t have the energy anymore. But yet everyday I push myself more and more. It’s genuinely a miracle my body hasn’t given up on me.
And I know why I do it. Apart from ADHD I know it’s a lot to do with mental health. And a lot of it is my families fault. I have grown up in a very toxic household. My dad was physically, mentally and sexually abusive to us. Whilst my mom seemingly shut down and left us alone emotionally. My sister who was also a victim has developed toxic traits of her own. She’s manipulative and weaponizes anything she possibly can to hurt me. She is probably the worst out of all if them. And I feel like this is where a lot of mental health problems come from.
I am more often than not in my room starving myself playing games. It’s the only place I found helps me escape well. And idk why I am even making this post. I’ll probably delete it after I regret posting it. So I guess I just want to find people I can relate to? I just really need advice and someone to talk to. I want help, but everytime I do get help I reject it. Then I just end up right where I began.
This cat recently came over to our door and is incredibly friendly. Although she is skinny and also looks to be pretty young. We unfortunately cannot take her in because we live in an apartment who is strict on cats. Any information is helpful. I want to give her a home possibly but also want to see if anyone is missing their pet.
Hi everyone! This is my first time flying ever in my life and I am prepared for everything else but there’s only one question that’s really been bugging me and I am not completely sure on.
I have a connecting flight through Istanbul both on the way to Italy and back. I wanted to know if the times presented on my flight are automatically updated to the time of where I am located. Say the departure time in Italy saying 2:05 pm so my departure time is at 2:05 pm based off Italy’s time rather than the place where I started flying in CST time. Is this correct? Last thing I want is to accidentally miss a connecting flight or return flight because I messed this up. I appreciate any advice given!
Hi everyone! This is my first time flying ever in my life and I am prepared for everything else but there’s only one question that’s really been bugging me and I am not completely sure on.
I have a connecting flight through Istanbul both on the way to Italy and back. I wanted to know if the times presented on my flight are automatically updated to the time of where I am located. Say the departure time in Italy saying 2:05 pm so my departure time is at 2:05 pm based off Italy’s time rather than the place where I started flying in CST time. Is this correct? Last thing I want is to accidentally miss a connecting flight or return flight because I messed this up. I appreciate any advice given!
Hi everyone! This is my first time flying ever in my life and I am prepared for everything else but there’s only one question that’s really been bugging me and I am not completely sure on.
I have a connecting flight through Istanbul both on the way to Italy and back. I wanted to know if the times presented on my flight are automatically updated to the time of where I am located. Say the departure time in Italy saying (14:05)2:05 pm so my departure time is at (14:05)2:05 pm based off Italy’s time rather than the place where I started flying in CST time. Is this correct? Last thing I want is to accidentally miss a connecting flight or return flight because I messed this up. I appreciate any advice given!
I guess I unlocked the new “teleportation” bio mod or something.
Fr though this was the second time this has happened to me and it’s still just as confusing. Just couldn’t capture it the first time due to the fact I was streaming. (Thx xbox)