u/Cold-Sherbet1339

Been taking long walks.. most I've done is 7k steps so far.

Hopefully I can go further without collapsing 🤣😭

Please pray for me.. 🤭👣

This is the hottest cover of Champagne Supernova 🔥🖤

So I posted a few weeks ago.

At first it was exciting.. thinking I could possibly meet someone. A plot twist after all my failed relationships.

But honestly, it all became so overwhelming.

I only opened a few messages, and had exchanges with a few guys in their 30s to 40s. Out of many, I chose to reply to those who put in genuine effort.

Some I truly admire. Some reminded me why you can’t trust people so easily. But truthfully, they were all just passersby.

I didn’t want to ghost anyone. So to those I got to say goodbye to, it was nice knowing you. To those I wasn’t able to reply to or accept, I'm sorry... The last thing I want is to waste anyone’s time.

What I realized is that if we’re looking for something genuine... someone who could become a real-life companion, someone you could actually build a life with… this isn’t the place.

Maybe there are lucky ones out there who can say "Dito kami nagkakilala", and I’m truly happy for you ❤️ maybe a little envious, too. Hehe 🤭

It’s just not for me.

I’ve come to accept that I have to focus on better things. To become a better version of myself, and to make good use of my time.

I’m not losing hope in finding love. I’m just going to stop searching for it.

Cheers to starting life in my 40s. Keep moving forward. ⏩💐

About me:

I have a few friends for keeps. My friends, even my boss, would describe me as the person who brings light into the room. I always love keeping everyone engaged. I hate it when a person feels left out. Some would call that being a people pleaser, but really I just don't wanna see anyone in a position where they'd feel alone, so that's kind of the least I can do.

I’m very transparent. You’d know if I’m upset, if I’m hungry, if my smile is genuine, and if my heart is truly happy.. and if I am hungry...oh said that already. 🤭

5'0", 80kg — grabe, parang biodata 😂 Naabutan mo ‘yan for sure.

I have 400 / 100 eyesight 👓

Plus size chubby and clumsy.

Been trying to take long walks with my friends, or do badminton.. and then eat out 🤣😭

1 year single, no kids, never married.

I work full-time in BGC, regular hours.

I love music, from easy vibe R&B and mushy love songs to metal. Depends on my mood, the occasion, and who I’m with. Alternative is my middle ground.

Big fan of Incubus, Franco, and UDD. I love music so much that I associate every important person in my life with a song.

I love singing. My go-to videoke songs are Oo, My Heart, All I Wanted, Thinking of You, Spoliarium, and the list goes on.

But my favorite song/movie is 'Little Wonders' - Meet the Robinsons ❤️

Hindi relevant, but my alarm tone is Problem by Ariana Grande followed by Stupify by Disturbed — dun na ako nagigising madalas hahaha

I always love a good laugh. And speaking of... I’m a certified ka-bobo. I watch their shows and listen almost everyday. iykyk 🤭

Hindi ako mahilig sa pogi, but I fall easily... not romantically agad ha, kalma 😂 Let me rephrase, I’m easily attracted to people with a great sense of humor. If you can laugh with me about the silliest, shallowest things, you’re my person agad.

I have a super colorful life that I’m not ashamed of sharing, maybe because it’s what made me who I am.

At this age I’m still a work in progress, and that’s fine by me.

Minsan naiisip ko, bakit parang wala naman akong pangarap? And I’m just content with whatever. I mean, is that so wrong?

Anyway, I can be a little extreme. I can be very sweet and be very aggressive — not in a violent way. Well… maybe 'pag may umapi sayo.... I gotchu 💪

I also love cooking for my loved ones. Oh may pangarap pala ako, which I recently sort of conceptualized.... I wanna own my All-Day-Breakfast Cafe.. and I am gonna make that happen one day ❤️🙏

One stupid thing about me, I always have trouble telling my left from my right. So I always have to put my index finger and thumb together to make an "L" and see which one it forms.

Oh and madaldal akooo 🤭

You:

So what am I really looking for?

A companion, someone I could share my life with.

I'm okay if you have a kid.. I love kids.. but you gotta be single and never married.

I hope you can make me laugh. I hope you’re patient, thoughtful, not necessarily religious but with strong faith 🙏

No DDS and BBM enablers, please. Let’s be #SinglesForLeni, but we really don’t have to talk about politics.

Not particular with looks, hopefully taller lang.

Oh, almost forgot, plus points for EITHER bald or long hair. I don’t know why but I like extremes that way.

Last but not the least, hey, at our age, NSFW stuff is expected to be part of it, but let’s take it slow... we’re not rabbits. There’s always the right time for things to happen.

If you’re in a rush, you can skip to the next post 😉

I am completely okay with exchanging pics.

If you’re still here, tell me something stupid about yourself, or the last silliest thing you did. Let’s start there 😊

**Embarrasing Tita

I unintentionally did something naughty today 😅

Sobrang sakit ng katawan ko so I caved and got a massage sa Rest N Go in Waltermart, Makati.

Got the 30-min session, and about 10 minutes in natamaan 'yung lower back ko (kwarentahin things) na ilang days nang masakit... and napa-moan ako 🫣 I promise 'di ko sya sinadyaaaa 😭🤣

There was a girl on my right, and a guy on my left. I know napalakas 'cause napatingin sa 'kin ung attendant 🫣 potaaaaa.

The embarrassment was real. But the relief was also 'realer' 🫣🤣

Yun lang, baka matagalan bago ako bumalik dun.

Not inviting chats, just documenting my moment of shame.

Happy Fridaaaaay!

Scared for a second.. then I remembered all the life I still get to live.

I'm turning 41 in two weeeeks 🙏❤️

Hoooooo. I don’t even know where to start haha.

Gosh, okay... breaaaaaaaathe.

Lately I’ve been questioning everything — myself, my purpose, my worth.

I’m turning 41 in a few weeks (gosh, I'm old) and I feel like I haven’t accomplished anything yet.

I always tell people I’m just "content"... but truthfully, there’s a lot I feel like I’m missing. I’m single at 40. I still live with my siblings and my mom. I’m scared of leaving the nest.

I have a fair paying fulltime job. Several months ago, I was indirectly given hope for a promotion. So I worked my ass off to prove my worth. Months later, I’m starting to think that maybe it isn’t meant for me. And that just brought more anxiety. More self questioning.

I feel like a fraud. I feel pretentious. I feel worthless. And I just feel so empty.

So I started talking to myself... "Okay, ano ba talagang gusto ko? What would make me happy?"

And I thought... "I want a luscious, heavy breakfast."

You know? The Filipino kind of big breakfast.

Garlic rice. Perfectly shiny, runny sunny-side eggs.

A smooth, silky omelet.

Danggit with homemade vinegar dip, with garlic and chili.

Tender, sweet pork tocino. Tapa. Native garlic and sweet sausages. Homemade meatloaf.

Oh, and fresh tomatoes, fried eggplant, and grilled okra.

And don't forget the thick and creamy sikwate.

So good, I wanna cryyyyy 🤤😭

And then it hit me 💡

OMG. That’s what I want to do!

I love breakfast so much. I could eat it all day.

So... why don’t I put up a small all-day breakfast cafe?

I haven’t felt this excited in a looong time 🥰

Now I need to plan, research, and put my cooking skills to good use.

Gosh, this is all so overwhelming... but I am 💯 driven to make this happen.

And I’ll take all the fairy dust and prayers I can get ✨🙏