u/Confident-Career9681

so guyz communication has been always hard for me, and working out and keeping a long relationship has been very tough for me. And what more, I was a COVID kid, and after COVID, I changed my school. I left my friends behind, as my father moved to a very scheduled place, very backward place. I couldn't blend in. And not that I did not try to blend in. first few years of here being. I tried to blend in initially for the first year, and after that, I lost all the interest. And being alone is not a problem, but maintaining a human relationship is a very big problem for me, at very least. So, there is this one classmate. So, last year i had fallout with the friend grp i made here. So there is this one girl whom I recently become friends with. She is in the same class as me. She too have no friends, and she talks very less. And I find her silence very comforting. But her behavior kind of creeps me out in some ways. Like, she uses my connections for her own goals. She keeps on copying on my notes. And yeah, she does not stop. She copies like line to line my notes. Like, it's kind of annoying. i Let her copy my notes, I have no problem. But the way she uses my connections for her own goals is, you know, it's getting on my nerves. For example, my father asked my math teacher for a book, and my math teacher called me, but that girl was with me. So she called her too with me. And my math teacher asked us to share a book. And being an only child, I find sharing that book very unfair. I don't wanna share it. What more, I also feel that that book was supposed to be mine, because my father asked for it. Similar things happen in physics and chem lecture too she asked me to ask teachers for practical and all and I kind of feel like that she is constantly, secretly comparing herself to me. I hate when people compare myself with them, or they ask for my schedule, how much I'm studying, how much I've not studied. But these are some of the things I hate. But there are also some good things about our relationship She does not have any close friend in this class, like, we have like odd numbers of girls in our class. So she doesn't know well others too. And the people she knows are already in pair. So we both sit together, eat lunch together, and go to change classes together. we both were alone so we started sitting together, she sits beside me, and her silence is comforting, no doubt. But these small, small things like I have said before, is a bit annoying. Sometimes, I just want to cut off everyone and just want to be alone forever. It's just a matter of a few month. But it's still very annoying, and I don't know what to do or how to cope up with my emotions here. I once straight up told her not to copy my notes. She ignored me and continued to do so. last year she too ignored me but as i scored great marks in annual last year everyone wanna be friends

so guyz communication has been always hard for me, and working out and keeping a long relationship has been very tough for me. And what more, I was a COVID kid, and after COVID, I changed my school. I left my friends behind, as my father moved to a very scheduled place, very backward place. I couldn't blend in. And not that I did not try to blend in. first few years of here being. I tried to blend in initially for the first year, and after that, I lost all the interest. And being alone is not a problem, but maintaining a human relationship is a very big problem for me, at very least. So, there is this one classmate. So, last year i had fallout with the friend grp i made here. So there is this one girl whom I recently become friends with. She is in the same class as me. She too have no friends, and she talks very less. And I find her silence very comforting. But her behavior kind of creeps me out in some ways. Like, she uses my connections for her own goals. She keeps on copying on my notes. And yeah, she does not stop. She copies like line to line my notes. Like, it's kind of annoying. i Let her copy my notes, I have no problem. But the way she uses my connections for her own goals is, you know, it's getting on my nerves. For example, my father asked my math teacher for a book, and my math teacher called me, but that girl was with me. So she called her too with me. And my math teacher asked us to share a book. And being an only child, I find sharing that book very unfair. I don't wanna share it. What more, I also feel that that book was supposed to be mine, because my father asked for it. Similar things happen in physics and chem lecture too she asked me to ask teachers for practical and all and I kind of feel like that she is constantly, secretly comparing herself to me. I hate when people compare myself with them, or they ask for my schedule, how much I'm studying, how much I've not studied. But these are some of the things I hate. But there are also some good things about our relationship She does not have any close friend in this class, like, we have like odd numbers of girls in our class. So she doesn't know well others too. And the people she knows are already in pair. So we both sit together, eat lunch together, and go to change classes together. we both were alone so we started sitting together, she sits beside me, and her silence is comforting, no doubt. But these small, small things like I have said before, is a bit annoying. Sometimes, I just want to cut off everyone and just want to be alone forever. It's just a matter of a few month. But it's still very annoying, and I don't know what to do or how to cope up with my emotions here. I once straight up told her not to copy my notes. She ignored me and continued to do so. last year she too ignored me but as i scored great marks in annual last year everyone wanna be friends

does anyone pcm lastest chapter wise pyq?? please helpp!!

just as tittle suggest arihant pyq or xam idea for boards?? which one should i buy

just as tittle suggest arihant pyq or xam idea for boards?? which one should i buy

i had this one very jealous friend last year who was very competitive academically she beileved that i study secretly, bought books and didnot told anyone abt it , btw, she was the one who actually was doing these stuff. i though we were close friends in 10th but everything changed in 11th she found a new girl with whom she started hanging out& both of them started ignoring me together and thats fine i dont mind it but later she started bad mouthing me behind back to all my friends and classmate because of which no one tells me about assignments and all. all the people ik knew abt this practical file circulating and i got know abt it a day before submiation. in the begining of year(from dec2025 to march 26) i was kind of forced into isolation. no one talked me first nor sat with me lunch they all used to leave me behind and i got it i stopped tryin. being alone is not bad but when they need something from me they act nice and all and the next moment there cold behaviour start again idk what to believe or whom to trust anymore. guyz what should i do?

i had this one very jealous friend last year who was very competitive academically she beileved that i study secretly, bought books and didnot told anyone abt it , btw, she was the one who actually was doing these stuff. i though we were close friends in 10th but everything changed in 11th she found a new girl with whom she started hanging out& both of them started ignoring me together and thats fine i dont mind it but later she started bad mouthing me behind back to all my friends and classmate because of which no one tells me about assignments and all. all the people ik knew abt this practical file circulating and i got know abt it a day before submiation. in the begining of year(from dec2025 to march 26) i was kind of forced into isolation. no one talked me first nor sat with me lunch they all used to leave me behind and i got it i stopped tryin. being alone is not bad but when they need something from me they act nice and all and the next moment there cold behaviour start again idk what to believe or whom to trust anymore. guyz what should i do?