u/Cookie-Pie-2785

Im up for it and I can share mine too. Just to let everything out of chest. Im 19yo human with mdd :p

I rly wish i could see the consequences of avoiding my life. Rly wish to start everything over again.

Im 19. I dont know what was i doing with my life back then, on leaving for uni. I rly dont know. I feel sick cuz i was just rotting in the house every day, i have wasted a lot of time (abt 4 to 5 months but enough to destroy my future self). And for now, the thoughts of ending my life coming out every single time.

I hate myself n i see myself as an awful person. I've just been through a terrible mental crisis (severe depression or even very severe), my parents are sick of me having this kind of state for so long (shld be interferes earlier) and im so isolated from my peers. Idk wht shld i do for my life now. Pretty much a ded person (sorry, a lot of negativity here.)

Im 19. I dont know what was i doing with my life back then, on leaving for uni. I rly dont know. I feel sick cuz i was just rotting in the house every day, i have wasted a lot of time (abt 4 to 5 months but enough to destroy my future self). And for now, the thoughts of ending my life coming out every single time.

I hate myself n i see myself as an awful person. I've just been through a terrible mental crisis (severe depression or even very severe), my parents are sick of me having this kind of state for so long (shld be interferes earlier) and im so isolated from my peers. Idk wht shld i do for my life now. Pretty much a ded person