Single mom, angry and burnt out
Hi everyone I'm 27 and have a almost 2 year old daughter. If I do laundry she's unfold everything the second I turn my back, I'm constantly cleaning, CONSTANTLY up after my brother grandma and geez I can't work rn because I don't have a car. Her dad is not involved at all he's never seen her and I don't want him to be. No matter how much I clean or do something I have to redo it the next day and I fucking hate it. I hate my life right now. Nobody in my house helps me with her, or keeping the house clean. As soon as I do dishes and clean the kitchen they'll be in there cooking and the next day I have to pick up there shit because I dont want to live in a shit hole. I'm so fucking drained. I can't work right now, I'm trying to save up for a car so I can but fuck I can't take this. Shes currently in there screaming. I love her I just want a break so bad and my family is old and can't help with her at all. They said I chose to have her, it's not their jobs. I've been doing everything by myself for 2 years. Just needed to rant right now. I love her more than anything I'm just so damn exhausted and that alone makes me feel like a shit mom and I'm not doing enough because it feels like I'm always picking up after someone or her or anything