You,
It felt l've waited for you a thousandth years, always longed for you and craved you, now that i have you, i fail to keep you, you're slipping off my hands like water, staining me like ink, chocking me like monoxide, you're oxygen when things are well, you're life when i wake up and know you love me, you're happiness and safety when you reassure me, you're my personal hell when you're hurt by me, i try i do, i thought the day i would meet you, you would be everything i deserve, i tried to be everything you deserve, i fall very short from that, i wasn't better alone but you were better alone, I can't help but feel bad about you and myself, me for being literally disabled of being what you need, and you for not getting what you need, and what a waste, loving you without doing it right, i love you.