Hurt and sad?
Hi, fellow sapphics. I feel hurt and sad at the moment. A bit resentful as well, I think. I don’t know. My emotions are all over the place.
I’m a femme, in my mid-30s, and I live with my partner. Last night, she cooked dinner for herself, without asking me if I was hungry or something. I was in bed, and when I stepped out, I saw her eating. This is the second time she’s done this, and the first time I expressed how I felt with her actions. She apologized. She did it again.
I know this sounds shallow, but I feel like where I’m coming from is that I cook for us. Even when we’re both upset or tired, I make sure she’s fed well. Even when I’m mad at her or tampo when I go out, I come home with pasalubong.
Not sure if this is like pent up anger, piled up issues, or what. I confronted her past night, too. But I was too mad to accept her apology. I still feel upset now. I want to break up with her. Talk some sense into me? Talk to me? I feel so alone. Even if she’s here. I want her to leave. Since I own this place. I feel so mad. Idk what to do.