u/Deathwish-Dena

This past month I have definitely been struggling and just over consuming media and just meh about people and life. I have slammed through probably 50% of Dimension 20 in less than 3 months.

Saturday I was just blahing around my apartment with Council Of Darkness on in the background when my buddy texted me about a "block party" and if I wanted to join her. I forced myself to get dressed like a human and go out. Getting on the bus I kicked myself for not bringing a jacket.

One I got to the event, things were already winding down and the friend wanted to go into Goodwill. I shuffled in begrudgingly because it's become so over priced but figured I would grab a sweatshirt or hoodie since I forgot mine. Lucky me, I clocked this bad boy on the rack. (See Photos) And definitely did a double take. No way that's Dropout merch... It was! And even that production goodies! So straight to the register I go.

After my friend and I talked about what to do next and the ONLY thing I knew of was an NPR/KCRW party in town. After we arrive I spy Jacob leaving and definitely and like WTF is going on. I stop him to tell him he's funny and how weird that I was seeing him after just finding this hoodie at Goodwill.

I live in LA so Dropout cast bump into is definitely something that's happened once a year or so not too weird but definitely was fun having two good little lights in one day over the weekend.

Anyways just wanted to share my awesome thrift find and tale of people in the wild.

Hope y'all have a great week.

This is just a reminder to those who need it. It might be time, or past it like it was for me. Xoxox

I know we are all around our late 30s/40s now but I am wondering if anyone who was super active on these communities is still making/doing content. (Doesn't have to be makeup)

The days of Sugar Pill being Shrinkle. Before Lime Crime did makeup. The days of the ultimate scene queens.

Would love to see where some of you were then and are now if you're willing to share.

I am also SPECIFICALLY on the hunt too for a creator in the groups who went by Prissy? She had all neon hair and very "punk" she was one of my favorites

Hope you all are doing well out there in the world! 💖 The days of LJ wild west were interesting for SURE

I started a container garden in the backyard of my building in the common space. My landlord is saying can't have it even though it's just dirt and broken glass in the back due to me "not asking permission". Ahhhh landlords. Is there anyway to fight this because it's making the space more liveable??? Also it's food plants so I don't know if that matters and changes things. It's not in a walk way or blocking anything. No one goes to the back because it's so disgusting. I had Multiple Tenants thank me and tell me it looks nice.

Also if there ANYONE in Koreatown area who would be willing to help take on a LARGE slew of food/ floral plants??? (About 40) In containers for the time being (looks like I might have to try to sell them, if you're interested maybe like $15 a plant or so) and just need some help. Ugh I am so freaking heartbroken. I can rent a van/truck and bring to you if nessicery. Please let me know ASAP!

Anything harvested you obviously can keep. Everything is set with automatic watering systems. I would subsidize your water bill for helping take care of them. Jugs just needs to be filled every few days. I need a few weeks to figure this out....

I started a container garden in the backyard of my building in the common space. My landlord is saying can't have it even though it's just dirt and broken glass in the back due to me "not asking permission". Ahhhh landlords. Is there anyway to fight this because it's making the space more liveable??? Also it's food plants so I don't know if that matters and changes things. It's not in a walk way or blocking anything. No one goes to the back because it's so disgusting. I had Multiple Tenants thank me and tell me it looks nice.

Also if there ANYONE in Koreatown area who would be willing to help take on a LARGE slew of food/ floral plants??? (About 40) I containers for the time being (looks like I might have to sell them if you're interested maybe like $15 a plant or so) and just need some help. Ugh I am so freaking heartbroken. I can rent a van/truck and bring to you if nessicery. Please let me know ASAP!

Anything harvested you obviously can keep. Everything is set with automatic watering systems. Just needs to be filled every few days. I need a few weeks to figure this out....

I started a container garden in the backyard of my building in the common space. My landlord is saying can't have it even though it's just dirt and broken glass in the back due to me "not asking permission". Ahhhh landlords. Is there anyway to fight this because it's making the space more liveable. Also it's food plants so I don't know if that matters and changes things. It's not in a walk way or blocking anything. No one goes to the back because it's so disgusting. I had Multiple Tenants thank me and tell me it looks nice.

Also if there ANYONE in Koreatown area who would be willing to help take on a LARGE slew of food/ floral plants??? (About 40) I containers for the time being (looks like I might have to sell them, if you're interested maybe like $15 a plant or so) and just need some help. Ugh I am so freaking heartbroken. I can rent a van/truck and bring to you if nessicery. Please let me know ASAP!

Anything harvested you obviously can keep. Everything is set with automatic watering systems. Just needs to be filled every few days

I started a container garden in the backyard of my building in the common space. My landlord is saying can't have it even though it's just dirt and broken glass in the back due to me "not asking permission". Ahhhh landlords. Is there anyway to fight this because it's making the space more liveable. Also it's food plants so I don't know if that matters and changes things. It's not in a walk way or blocking anything. No one goes to the back because it's so disgusting. I had Multiple Tenants thank me and tell me it looks nice.

Also if there ANYONE in Koreatown area who would be willing to help take on a LARGE slew of food/floral plants??? (About 40) I containers for the time being (looks like I might have to sell them) and just need some help. Ugh I am so freaking heartbroken. I can rent a van/truck and bring to you if nessicery. Please let me know ASAP!

Anything harvested you obviously can keep. Everything is set with automatic watering systems. Just needs to be filled every few days

Work was hosting Dead Meat awards and Josh was nominated for Heart Eyes. (Didn't even know) Saw him near the end of the night and ran out from behind my bar, interrupted him for 2 seconds because I was also working.

"So sorry to interrupt I just need you to know that you're my favorite One Million Batmans"

He told me that was sweet and asked if I wanted a selfie. Said I would but I am working so I can't (plus my phone was at the bar.) So he asked if I wanted a hug, which now seems so odd haha I am not that person at all. But gave him a quick one and said thanks again for being awesome and ran back to serve cocktails.

Total sweetie pie. And I definitely expected nothing less

It's over on USC campus and I am PUMPED. I dunno when it opened (will Google later) but I was looking to get coffee after my Dr. visits and was so excited. Every blue moon overly sweetened iced coffee dessert is the jam!

ETA: Y'all living life without being able to have a sugary dessert and not be able to balance your diet, immediately going to "diabetes" should maybe stay away if you have that bad of an addiction. 😂 Sometimes people want 🗑️ trash 🗑️ and in moderation it's ok. Breathe. (Also definitely just doing cold brew with a SF flavor so it could be worse. But to those who want the sugary latte, or some blended coffee milkshake I hope you enjoy every damn sip because people here are miserable)

It could have been so much worse 😂

It's still a little shadowy, I don't own concealer/base so I cut with eyeshadow primer and powder. I thank Glob I wear glasses it covers so much more (can't post multiple photos here. Whomp whomp.)

Glad I was able to give some levity to the weekend.. hope y'all accomplish all the tasks you set out to do!

Post washing it off too.

Whelp.... How's your day going? Hahahah 💀

I just can't get a read!

I find it fascinating. He can be over the top and funny and eccentric (EG Noise Bois) but watching D20 stuff for the first time too he's definitely super quiet and reserved too. (Even true with his fashion too sometimes it a loud print shirt, next day it's a dad golf polo)

Very "background" for me. And I kind of feel like most everyone on Dropout kind of has a "character" or like an eccentricness that you can kind of say "oh they are the ______ of the group" but Zack is an enigma to me. Can someone please unwind my brain just a little.

Thanks ❤️💛💙