The mixed feelings
The feelings you get when losing a toxic friend group are so strange, at first there’s upset, anger, back to upset lmao, loneliness.
But after long enough (it took me over a year) and some reflecting you start to feel anger again about how long you stayed while they were treating you like that, but then it’s absolute relief not having to deal with them anymore or feel guilt or stress.
To everyone who’s going through troubles with toxic friends right now, it does get better, it will take a while and so many conflicting feelings, for me it was wishing they would come back even though I knew they weren’t right.
But life does go on and you will meet better people, take this as a sign to block them, cut all contact (including social media stop stalking what they are doing lol).