▲ 7 r/MtF

Inclusion as an option not default; failures and success in volunteer organizations

Cis people feel so mighty when they believe they are more tolerant than someone else.
But never recognize how low that bar is.

I kinda volunteer at a Christian operated food pantry, or have for the past 6+ months. It was kinda okay ish.
But even with the lead operator being lightly supportive and understanding of transness, she views my inclusion as an option. That being she knows volunteers who misgender or say worse about me being trans behind my back. And she has plenty of power.

A separate place I occasionally volunteer at, the volunteer code and culture at the gay community resource would never, never let transphobic volunteer conduct occur.

But I'm the lone trans woman, so enforcing on their largely local churches originating volunteers isn't a effect way to maintain a supply of labor.

There are more transphobes than us, so we can be supported™ and disrespected by institutions unwilling to eject transphobia from their cultures. And unwilling to maintain basic inter-worker respect standards.

Moral of the story, if you can leave the places you have doubts of do. Trust the early warning signs. Fuck them there's someone, and ideally multiple people willing to be better somewhere else

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u/DontDoomScroll — 21 hours ago
▲ 11 r/ptsd

Being desired in anyway is horrifying to a crippling degree.

I am almost maximally avoidant and like 7/10 in terms of isolation.
An ex-best friend did something to me.

And now despite me trying to connect with people, I never text back. I am scared to be wanted. I don't believe they, or myself will keep me safe. It sucks. No recommendations please.

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u/DontDoomScroll — 14 days ago

Having trouble moving my etsy merch, the "1 week without murder of trans woman" shirt is underperforming.

I've received returns requests from some of my most loyal customers, and requests to exchange for "few days without murder of trans women".
How do I ask the buyers to kill less frequently so I can keep my stock of shirts relevant?

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u/DontDoomScroll — 22 days ago
▲ 2 r/autism

War on motorcycles! Or how can I insulate my bones?

Sensory stuff can be a lot for me. I can be sensory seeking towards things that would be uncomfortable at random. E.g, Punk, Metal, high bpm EDM, Noise music has a time and place, and I like the bone conduction of bass when I chose it.
I hate that my bones get invaded by the motorcycle below my room.

How tf do I insulate my bones? Noise canceling headphones alone won't do it.

I think passively aggressively turning my bass speaker on max, but cutting the real volume speakers so I too can bone broadcast will be a start. I think I'll time the motorcycles bpm and pick the music track with identical bpm.
Because if he gets to bone broadcast whenever, why the fuck not me. Why can't I enjoy something that vibrates everyone else's bones without giving a damn for them?
Oh because he's a boyish man and gets away with more.
Maybe I'll start "playing motorcycle simulators" for my own satisfaction because everyone loves motorcycles right?

At least motorcycles are mostly self solving problems in the longterm.

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u/DontDoomScroll — 26 days ago

DC is my second home

My federal LEO duties require me to travel frequently, so I lost connection to my hometown after my crazy ex-wife divorced me.
But every spring I can immerse myself in the federal government's and my home, DC.

At first I fell in love with the statues, the symbols of authority and power.
But when I was in contact with DC residents during arrests I seized mumbo sauce and realized there was something more.
Now while my buddies are scared of it, I proudly ride the metropolitan subway.
But best of all is listening to live DC PoPo music at Irish Times. The beautiful drum syncopation intersecting with the bagpipes.

Thank you DC. Protect and Swerve.

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u/DontDoomScroll — 27 days ago

Have you ever called the Trans Lifeline & did you get connected to an operator?

In prior years calling a few times you would get an operator. But in 2026 The Trans Lifeline seems to have no operators.
I understand that an increase in scale of demand could have created an appearance of no operators by significantly diluting the caller:operator ratio. If that is true, some people may still be getting operators, and I would appreciate confirmation.
Otherwise I may as well talk to the wind.

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u/DontDoomScroll — 28 days ago
▲ 31 r/MtF

I'm fine, I promise...

I haven't voice trained but I've been me for nearly a decade, and like I wasn't super disregulated or disrespectful, I'm 99% sure it was the operator thinking my name didn't match my voice. She hung up in less than 30 seconds.

Ofc I tried the under funded & over demanded TransLieLine first choice.

Can I get a "fuck Crystal"?

I even bothered filing a complaint.

But sometimes there is truly no one there for us and it sucks.

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u/DontDoomScroll — 1 month ago