u/Doodoo_bombard

I'm really frustrated right now because i just cant seem to beat race 46 in orange blitz event. I spent tons of cash for upgrades and stuff like that but winning with Subaru SBZ on an 1/4 mile race is just impossible. The event ends tomorrow and i dont want to lose that car. Any tips?

Just kidding. Life sucks. I suck. I hate my life.

Recently I turned 18 and nothing is going well. I do nothing productive all day. I don't have a job, I'm a burden to my family, I stopped talking to my friends, and I don't even try to do anything good for anyone, even myself. My day is literally wake up, eat, play videogames, watch meaningless and small-duration stuff on youtube, goon (some days) and sleep. What a borning life.

Everyone around me is constantly moving foward, while I stay where I am. I hate the fact that I can't get myself to do anything other than be online all day. No job, no hobbies. Nothing. I can't even watch series or movies because my attention span is fried. Where the fuck did I end up in? It's like after I finished high school, my life completely lost all its meaning, and it can't now find a new one.

I can't really understand what brought me down here. There are a lot of factors that may contributed to how my life is right now, but these two are important: 1) Due to my demanding and hard last high school year, I got extremely burned out to a point I can't enjoy anything anymore (porn and internet play a role here too). 2) It is just the way I am, my stupid mind and my weak character. Others have it way worse than me, but there are doing better, because they have a character to do so. While I'm sitting here, and do nothing but complain. If I was actually better, I wouldn't even write this post in the first play.

I don't expect things to get better from here, I don't think any of you really care (I don't either, I just gave up). I'm not planning on visiting a psychologist, because that would be embarassing, and a waste of time and money. At least now I got some things of my chest, and it feels lighter (for now). My life sucks. I don't see myself alive in the next years. At least for now.

It is really hard to desexualize my mind when it is already poison by porn. I accepted the fact that there is no way for me to stop touching myself, but at least I want to stop watching porn for good. It will be difficult and weird for my mind to masturbate without porn. But that's a fight thats worth giving. Maybe I'll finally free myself from porn and heal my mind, I'll let the wet dreams do the job.

I'm giving up on porn, once and for all.

I haven't watched any porn for the past six days but today I remembered a video I watch younger and I wanted to find it. Big mistake. I said I will just talk a glimpse till I find the video. I never found it, and I couldn't resist the urges. I relapsed. Twice. I dont want to carry this addiction with me now that I became an adult. I've been fighting for 4 years now but with no hope. One way or another I find myself at it again. I want to stop. I dont want to damage myself any longer. I'm afraid that the damage is permanent and I will never heal. I dont want to. I just want to be normal again...

EDIT: Tomorrow is August. A new month begins. That means a new journey arrives. I promised to myself that I'll change for the better, as I was planning. Everything will go great. I'll beat this addiction. No. I'll become a better version of myself.

I can't believe what I've become with my porn addiction. My dopamine receptor are fried and my penis hurts. Why do I do this to myself?

From straight to femboys to twinkd??? To putting fingers there where I shouldn't??? Wtf is wrong with me? I said I would never watch stuff like that. I'm not even attracted to shit like that. I just get super horny and curious. How did I end up here?

I started masturbating at the age of 14 not because I was horny but because I got peer pressured and laughed at for not doing so. From that time started my downfall. I can't function normally anymore. I can't control my thoughts.

The moment I started I said I would stop. I gave a lot of fights, but I gave up. There weere times where I wouldn't jerk off for weeks or very rarely. Those times where good. Now I can't go for longer than a week.

I want to stop, but I'm afraid that the damage can't be undone. I'm scared. I turn 18 recently and I said I won't carry this addiction through my adulthood, but I keep disappointing myself. I am weak. I am very weak.

I can't help myself. I don't deserve anything rather than death. I'm the worst thing that was created in this world. I want to end myself. There is no hope, I already wasted my precious time. There is no reason to keep living. I don't want to keep living...

(WARNING: I can't add NSFW tag because of age verification).

I can't believe what I've become with my porn addiction. My dopamine receptor are fried and my penis hurts. Why do I do this to myself?

From straight to femboys to twinkd??? To putting fingers there where I shouldn't??? Wtf is wrong with me? I said I would never watch stuff like that. I'm not even attracted to shit like that. I just get super horny and curious. How did I end up here?

I started masturbating at the age of 14 not because I was horny but because I got peer pressured and laughed at for not doing so. From that time started my downfall. I can't function normally anymore. I can't control my thoughts.

The moment I started I said I would stop. I gave a lot of fights, but I gave up. There weere times where I wouldn't jerk off for weeks or very rarely. Those times where good. Now I can't go for longer than a week.

I want to stop, but I'm afraid that the damage can't be undone. I'm scared. I turn 18 recently and I said I won't carry this addiction through my adulthood, but I keep disappointing myself. I am weak. I am very weak.

I can't help myself. I don't deserve anything rather than death. I'm the worst thing that was created in this world. I want to end myself. There is no hope, I already wasted my precious time. There is no reason to keep living. I don't want to keep living...

Recently reddit added the age verification feature and now I can't enter NSFW communities nor see NSFW posts. Heck, I have uploaded a post with a NSFW flair and I CAN'T SEE IT. LIKE IT IS MY OWN POST??? WHY???Why out of the sudden? Reddit never asked for my age. I decided to add my age since I turned 18 yesterday but it is still not enough. I also tried multiple times to verify my age with a selfie (oh god how stupid can I be) but it still doesn't work and asks for my ID. And now I realized how much I messed up. It won't be long enough before I see my face being used online for bad purposes without my consent. Now I hate internet and I'm thinking seriously of quitting. Ain't giving my personal information to no foreign businesses. But I still messed up. Well, I'll just fave the consequences of my stupid actions...

So there is this girl I have a crush on for a year now. We were classmates for 6 years but I started catching feelings for her on my last year of high school, when we started interacting and talking to each other.

I dont really understand how it started, but it was on the 2nd year of high school, when I went on a trip aboard with a small group of people from my school (including her). There I was talking with her, not cause of interest, just interaction. Summer passed and we didn't see each other for 3 months.

When my final year started there wasn't any tension but we still talked and looked at each other. We were interacting with each other, which was strange to me, considering we had different friend groups and didn't talk to each other the previous years.

Slowly I developed a huge crush on her, but I wasn't sure if she was into me, but she gave mixed and unclear signals. Our final school trip aboard came and we were talking with one another more than usual. The thing is, SHE coming to me first. Thats strange, because I know she is really shy and doesnt talk easily to other people (especially the opposite gender). Maybe she felt comfortable with me? Maybe she wanted to socialize? I still dont know. Not to mention she was "bullying" me, but kinda in a good (flirty?) way. Since the finals were coming up, I decided its the best to not make any move and focus on studying (and I guess she wanted the same, too).

Now that school and exams are over, I find myself rotting in front of screens thinking about her. Well, tbh, I think of her much less, but still. I never got to make a move, because I was scared of getting rejected and embarrassed. We dont talk online, so that makes it worse. I dont know what she's doing now, nor if she found someone else. We still live in the same town, but we dont see each other.

I stalked her liked posts to see any signs. Some uplifted my hopes. But one post she liked was talking about partying and making contact with fine shyt and asking about insta, so it is clear that she moved on. I should move on too, because I cant look at any other girl the same way. It feels like cheating... She doesnt like any posts anymore so I (finally) stopped. Most of them weren't even about relationships, anyway.

Another thing that got my hopes up is that she was liking my some of my few notes on Instagram, which is odd, because why would you like a note that literally said "happy new year"? She also put a like on one story, which is, again, odd, considering we werent that close.

Now I realize that she isn't into me (at least not anymore) and that I missed a great chance, as my friend said. It's okay, I'll move on someday, but dang I won't forget her gorgeous eyes and that cute smirk of hers every time she looked at me.

I want to free my mind from her and move on. I want to see other options. If in some way it will be revealed that she likes me, cool. I'll try to get with her. Still, I'm not sure, but I feel she doesnt see me that way, and she probably looks for others. I want to too. Because I realized that at the end, we're not meant for each other, and I deserve better, as she does. So, how do I stop?

TL;DR: I want to stop thinking about a girl that I dont talk to nor will see ever again.

There is this girl I have a crush on for a year now but nothing seems to keep going between us so there is no point. I keep thinking her throughout the day and it annoys me because it is one-sided. She gets new followers and that means she meets new people, so she ain't thinking about me and finds other boys to go with. I am stalking her liked reels to see if there is some hope but nothing. Now that it's summer we probably won't see each other ever again, so I want to kill my feelings for her. It's hard to look at others girls when she has occupied my mind, and I don't want that, because I fear I won't fall in love ever again and she will always be stuck in my mind. I want to find other options, as she does. I know I missed my chance but there is nothing else to do now other than forget her. Is this curable? Or am I haunted for life? If anyone wants you can send me I really need help, I dont want my first adult summer to go wasted because of her.

There is this girl I have a crush on for a year now but nothing seems to keep going between us so there is no point. I keep thinking her throughout the day and it annoys me because it is one-sided. She gets new followers and that means she meets new people, so she ain't thinking about me and finds other boys to go with. I am stalking her liked reels to see if there is some hope but nothing. Now that it's summer we probably won't see each other ever again, so I want to kill my feelings for her. It's hard to look at others girls when she has occupied my mind, and I don't want that, because I fear I won't fall in love ever again and she will always be stuck in my mind. I want to find other options, as she does. I know I missed my chance but there is nothing else to do now other than forget her. Is this curable? Or am I haunted for life? If anyone wants you can send me I really need help, I dont want my first adult summer to go wasted because of her.

Let's call her O. I first met her at middle and we were classmates till the end of high school. All those years we weren't even saying hi too each other, we just knew each other as classmates. But last year something changed...

I went on a school trip with a small group (including her) and there I started talking to her. I wasn't interested,I was just talking to my group. Then summer came and I started thinking her more and slowly developed a crush on her. But it wasn't strong, because I knew I didn't had any chance

When the (last) high school year started there wasn't much going on, but I felt like she was interested in me. Making eye contact, interacting randomly, "bullying" each other, stuff like that. Heck, even in our school trip with peers, she didn't miss the chance to talk to me. We talked a lot there, and most of the time she started the conversation. I got to talk to her first, but after that she was coming to me first. After the trip, we were still interacting with each other. Not on a big level, but still.

I got my hopes up and now I have a huge crush on her. But, high school ended, summer has started and we dont see each other anymore neither we talk online. I started stalking her liked posts on Instagram (oh god what romance made me do) and I dont quite catch the signals. This was a hard academic year, and I wanted to have the best performance on exams, and so did she. Thats why I didn't make any move throughout the year, to not bother her, neither myself.

The thing is that I still have a HUGE crush on her and I cant stopped thinking about her. I didn't understand her intentions, and was too afraid of rejection. Some reels she liked gave me hope, and I thought there is actually a chance. But, we dont see each other at all, and we also dont keep any touch, so it's hard to tell (at least for me) if we like each other or not.

UPDATE: Today I saw a reel she liked and it was about partying late night and making eye contact with fine shyt and "what's your insta" and stuff like that. That made me sad, as I realized I missed my chance. I didn't really get what she want. Her eyes with the cute smirk every time she looked at me messed up my brain thinking she was into me. She even did that at the graduation. Now the reels she likes dont fully represent me.

She occupied my mind and I really cant stop thinking about her. It's hard to look at others girls when my mind is on her. I want to stop, but I can't kill my feelings. I dont know what to do, and I fear I'll go insane if I keep thinking of her.

Was she into me??? Or was she just playing and trying to socialize? Her signals weren't so clear, and now I believe she's into the guys in her friend group. What should I do? Should I try texting her?? How??? Maybe it's a slow burn? I really need help because I'll go insane. Please don't hesitate text because I cant cover all things in a single post 🙏

Hi everyone. I'm having a serious that's starting to piss me off.

A year ago or so i downloaded roblox on my laptop and made a new account. The thing is I didn't add any email or phone number in case of losing my account. So i havent opened the game for some weeks and when I did a few weeks ago I was logged out of my account. I entered my username and the password I'm 100% I made that time but it says it isn't correct.

I addressed the issue to the Roblox support but they said they couldn't do anything cause I don't have any evidence that the account belongs to me, although I MADE IT.

I tried again today but still couldn't do anything. Now I'm really pissed of because I know the password is correct but the Roblox doesn't accept it and I don't want to make any new accounts.

Is there anything I can do? Am I doing something wrong? Or is it over and I should make a new account, losing all the progress on the previous account? I'm just asking for answers not to take back my account.