u/Dramatic-Cat4297

He knocked me out 10 days after my 19th birthday. I tried to leave him. It's a messy story I'd rather not get into the details but we were apart. He was going to come back and he got into a bad car accident at night in the rain. He wasn't wearing a seatbelt and he flew through the window into a wood pole. I had contact with his parents for a time after the crash. But I've heard nothing ever since. I never told his parents or the police what he did to me. And I think I'm going to try to find a therapist. It just a lot to deal with anger, sadness, grief and depression. I don't have anyone to talk to about this. And I haven't tried therapy since I was a teenager. I wish these memories didn't consume me.

I can't stop reliving it I need help. It's been almost 5 years. But it was bad. Sometimes when my mind wanders I get stuck in it.

My life had traumatic events often. I need help. It's too heavy to deal with. I'm not sure what to do

I was knocked out and given a black eye by the person I was dating for a year at the time. I was 19. I don't want to go into details but I need help to stop reliving it now. And I'm tired by how much it affected me

I can't stop reliving it I need help. It's been almost 5 years. But it was bad. Sometimes when my mind wanders I get stuck in it.