Not even worthy to be a fucktoy
I met an older woman online and we were going to fuck. I dressed up in slutty clothes and pigtails for her fantasy. I sat in the mall for over half an hour with people just staring at me. She never came. When I walked out people started laughing at me and I cried on the way out to my car. I should just rope I’ll always be disgusting and never even worthy of a quick hookup, less than gum on a shoe.