Hi guys, yk it’s back to school season and I found a new style that I really wanna get but I’m afraid my braider won’t know how to do it. I want to know how these scene box braids are done on how you get it to look like this (so I can explain to my braider)
1 pack of sugar free white chocolate or vanilla pudding mix
5-10 tbsp of cool whip (however much you desire)
4 sugar free Oreos grinded up
And ofc almond milk to mix with the pudding mix~
Washing it down with a Diet Coke
I have been restricting/dieting for over a year now and I’m still not at my goal weight. If anything, I’m heavier than my lowest (but I don’t know because I’m terrified of the scale). I don’t understand it. I walk excessively everyday >!12,000-20,000+!< steps everyday and never eat more than >!1200!< calories. I only allow myself to eat whatever I want once a week. At this level of restriction and exercise, according to my height I should be extremely UW by now but instead I’m painfully average. It seems that no matter what I do, I don’t lose weight. It’s like I’m doomed to be fat or something (my entire family is fat/on the heavier side). Maybe it’s just genetics, maybe I will never be “skinny” even though my family calls me that (or “bones”) but it makes no sense to me. I see no difference in my body since the start of the year. Same thighs same stomach same ass same arms. It’s like I have every anorexia symptom but weight loss. It doesn’t help that I’m also extremely tall and by default I’m bigger than most girls (and men tbh) and weigh more than them. It kills me when I see someone naturally skinny, I envy them so bad. They don’t have to punish themselves and go to bed hungry just to have the body of their dreams and feel better about themselves. I just wanna feel pretty. I wanna look like a model but instead I look like a yeti.