u/Due_Fan741

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Just because you dont like a person or he or she isnt circumcised or now not baptised or otherwise in mortal sin doesnt mean this person deserves eternal punishment. An omniscient and all powerful God wouldnt allow people to suffer for eternity. Eternity is beyond human comprehension. Its without end.

Some theories i can get behind is that God is not all powerful but this would defeat the purpose of him being God.

Why isnt solipsism or Boltzmann brain true? In that case you are both Jesus and Judas of their history is correct. Or everyone is their own Boltzmann brain and we sometimes interact.

Just 1 theory. Hinduism can be true but why should Christianity?

I dont believe its impossible for the Ressurection to happen but i also dont believe God would create hell yet he talked about it lots in the New Testament

Im a catechumen and want to get hands on with faith and reading books and attending H. Mass

Im currently reading this book by Thomas Kempis and explains how a Catholic should act. I was wondering which authors i could read as well.

I finally gave up sin (yes.)

There a lot of evil spirits wishing to do Harm and giving me intrusive thoughts.

They also cause me hallucinations, but whatever. Im only beginning this journey towards Christ because i reject fallen world.

I do take my meds, just sykn

This is a major problem and everything acts Business as usual.

I cant go outside without getting a major matrix vibe, everything feels artificial.

These tech companies just dont care about being evil.

Its like a snowball, everything gets infested. The companies use my comments to train, which is not ethical.

And i cant cope that for example my family uses this technology.

Because google results are waste, i sometimes used ai to search for me. I shouldnt really do that. It costs so much energy and water. But if you use a search engine it automatically generates AI.

I dont feel like the technology itself is a culprit, its just coupled with human greed, menacity, and exploitation. The technology is being used in war, imagine.

Theres not even a major movement like the hippies during the cold war. Young people now are brainwashed and addicted to screens.

Even in my days young people were childish, didnt pay attention in school. Everything i learned in school showed that everything is not fine and still. Everything normies do is gossip and care about their appearance. When the lights go out and there is no sports these people will kill each other without hesistating. Such a messy world and Sorry im rambling. For the few human survivors (thats what you are) in this subreddit, I wish that people didnt leave you alone and stick their heads in the sand. Ultimately i hope you start preparing if you dont because mainstream mentality will go on until someone unplugs everything. Good luck and i will be here to witness the end of it all

I missed 3 morning doses alongside with missed paliperidone pills, my plan was to evade a CTO and go to Latvia. Now i quit my plans and i took my pills again after i went psychotic (hearing bizarre voices and bizarre experience).

I feel out of sync and was wondering when i can get my concentration and memory back. Its as if i fell on my head. I slept this midday and that was good.

Anyone quit depakote and remember how long it took if they reinstated?

i think i have to save humanity whole time, before psychosis i tried to make a lot of posts on sustainability and climate change, then i went into some sort of psychosis where i had to save everyone from machine/ ai intelligence. It goes on and on and now I think that I have to help in some kind of problem thats been lingering

except that i am only human, i dont know everything and i dont know everyone. I just wish to have my family back but I dont live with them.

anyway, it feels like im looping recently. that the world im living in is some sort of recursive thing and/or simulacra from the world 23 years ago.

i wish that i didnt feel responsible for the whole world.

Theres no education, no protests, no public outrage, the rights of the people who break mentally are being broken, often without due process and a fair trial.

Its a system of control, i suspect its going to be used more often to control the interests of the billionaire s and the oligarchs who set up the digital 21 st century.

The civilians who go to work and enjoy their lives, are compliant and maybe far stretched accomplices to the evil works of psychiatry.

They dont need a warrant here apparently in the Netherlands. The police shows up without a warrant. The police is my only hope because i intend to file a criminal charge against my institution. But they frame me as autistic. They have used this "diagnosis" (never seen a psychiatrist talking about it) against me to do a lot of things on me that Arent legal. But i probably cant exactly prove it anyway.

Throughout my psychosis i thought my family was part of CIA, and my mission was to save the world by being the Messiah. Of course this is not true, i am not THE god, i am not omniscient, all powerful etc. Im still part way in psychosis and believe i could be something else like a demigod. Or important for genealogical reasons.

If/when you get out, how do you get new bearing? This world is very consumerism oriented and its hard to find meaningful things to do, thank you for your ideas