u/Familiar-Attempt-489

I know people often say making friends/building network is one of the easiest things, but I’ve been genuinely struggling… and I’m tired.

For context: I moved to the UK in my late 20s, stepping out of my comfort zone to pursue higher studies. I built some really close connections there which faded away just in a few months.

I began to feel ignored and left out, but didn’t want to come across as desperate.

Deep down, I was craving meaningful connections. Friends that I could share life with, laugh with, and truly enjoy moments with.

But eventually, I made peace with the idea that all I really had was myself.

Today, I noticed that two of them have blocked me, and for a moment, it completely shattered me.

I had always doubted everyone’s’ intentions towards me which is why I distanced myself from them. I still feel they talk at my back but… okay… I have 0 friends from there now.

Life then bought me back to my home country but I feel stuck. Like I don’t belong anywhere.

There was a time when life felt like it was finally falling into place, and now it feels like I’ve hit my lowest point. I feel alone.

I’ve always been a fun, bubbly, all-heart kind of person, but lately it feels like I’ve lost that spark. Somewhere inside, I feel deeply hurt and betrayed.

Can someone help me understand how to shift my perspective on friendships after going through something like this?

I’d appreciate any kind of help at the point. Please. 🙏