u/Few_Marsupial_8970

Like today, everything was fine and out of nowhere it all hit me again this dread, emptiness and the same time sadness. Especially that feeling of a void in your chest, like I was finally starting to feel something and it all hit me again and I am back at that depressive hole again like always.

When something is finally going good it just crumbles down like my own brain wants this and I can see why at the same time. Maybe because I have been like this for so long to the point where this is the state my brain is comfortable in and it’s a consistent pattern!

Oh Allah (SWT) I wish this feeling would go away!

Does anyone else feel like this with depression??????

Like today, everything was fine and out of nowhere it all hit me again this dread, emptiness and the same time sadness. Especially that feeling of a void in your chest, like I was finally starting to feel something and it all hit me again and I am back at that depressive hole again like always.

When something is finally going good it just crumbles down like my own brain wants this and I can see why at the same time. Maybe because I have been like this for so long to the point where this is the state my brain is comfortable in and it’s a consistent pattern!

Oh Allah (SWT) I wish this feeling would go away!

Does anyone else feel like this with depression??????

Like today, everything was fine and out of nowhere it all hit me again this dread, emptiness and the same time sadness. Especially that feeling of a void in your chest, like I was finally starting to feel something and it all hit me again and I am back at that depressive hole again like always.

When something is finally going good it just crumbles down like my own brain wants this and I can see why at the same time. Maybe because I have been like this for so long to the point where this is the state my brain is comfortable in and it’s a consistent pattern!

Oh Allah (SWT) I wish this feeling would go away!

Does anyone else feel like this with depression??????

Like today, everything was fine and out of nowhere it all hit me again this dread, emptiness and the same time sadness. Especially that feeling of a void in your chest, like I was finally starting to feel something and it all hit me again and I am back at that depressive hole again like always.

When something is finally going good it just crumbles down like my own brain wants this and I can see why at the same time. Maybe because I have been like this for so long to the point where this is the state my brain is comfortable in and it’s a consistent pattern!

Oh Allah (SWT) I wish this feeling would go away!

Does anyone else feel like this with depression??????

my bestfriend whom I met in high school and I consider him as a brother or I used to. we were bestfriends for like at least 5 years and since last year or 2024 he's had gambling addiction/problem and everytime we hung out i tried my best to help him get rid of his addiction but it seemed like he wasnt even bothered to try to change.

The main problem was when he started to ask me for money and i rarely said no to this guy for like 95% i always said yes everytime he asked me and most of the times it was because of gambling and i knew it was bad to give to him but i felt bad that i would be dogging on him so i sent him anyway. this turned into a habit for him he frequntley kept asking me for money and long story short he owed me +2000$ and I am 100% that he owes me more than that but i didnt want to be a tightass, i only counted the big amounts i sent him, not the consistent $20 or $30.

He got to the point where he would lie through his teeth like ohhh i am dont have money to pay yet still finds ways to spend without any care. i was being so patient with him and for over a year he kept lying to me and very recently i asked him for the last time and he lied again, so i just sent him a final goodbye and did not even ask for the money and was just so pissed. I blocked him from contacts and other apps. i just wanted to let go idk because he kept dragging me down i think and i feel relieved and at the same time i miss our friendship!

my question: did i go too far with this by ending our friendship?

my bestfriend whom I met in high school and I consider him as a brother or I used to. we were bestfriends for like at least 5 years and since last year or 2024 he's had gambling addiction/problem and everytime we hung out i tried my best to help him get rid of his addiction but it seemed like he wasnt even bothered to try to change.

The main problem was when he started to ask me for money and i rarely said no to this guy for like 95% i always said yes everytime he asked me and most of the times it was because of gambling and i knew it was bad to give to him but i felt bad that i would be dogging on him so i sent him anyway. this turned into a habit for him he frequntley kept asking me for money and long story short he owed me +2000$ and I am 100% that he owes me more than that but i didnt want to be a tightass, i only counted the big amounts i sent him, not the consistent $20 or $30.

He got to the point where he would lie through his teeth like ohhh i am dont have money to pay yet still finds ways to spend without any care. i was being so patient with him and for over a year he kept lying to me and very recently i asked him for the last time and he lied again, so i just sent him a final goodbye and did not even ask for the money and was just so pissed. I blocked him from contacts and other apps. i just wanted to let go idk because he kept dragging me down i think and i feel relieved and at the same time i miss our friendship!

my question: did i go too far with this by ending our friendship?